My Cousin's Story (SNAP) + My work in my studio

When I was young I don't remember how how but I know I was young. It was a night time party when my family visited to my cousins house for a birthday party, (I'm Hispanic) and it was loud and crazy.

Few hours later, I was pretty tired so I went to the cars since it was more quiet and relaxing, my parents and others didn't mind since we parked like on the street, I had the keys so I got in and when I was about to shut the door, one of my cousin's came up and I didn't even notice them. It was 'Rosa' she was about the same age as me at the time and I'll say around 12 or 11, and we got along alright but I barely knew her that much since my family never stay in contact with our cousins.

She was asking what I was doing and I told her I was going to take a small nap in the car, she ask if she can come in with me and I saw no harm in letting her in so I let her. We spend time together in the backseat since in was a lot more space back there. Until when we were laying down together, I don't know what happened but we end up kissing each other, her lips were so soft and warm and long slide into my mouth as we had a full on kiss section.


We try to not make such movements in the car so we didn't get attention to our way, she wanted to keep going as did I as we kiss deeply and rough I just couldn't help myself until we had to pull away from each other to breathe.

After that night, we met couple of time when I ever meet her to visit and we got more intimate as she mostly wanted me to touch her more. I was such a nervous wreck, I didn't know what to do.

Time to time I kinda start avoiding her because my heart would not calm down when I see her and talk to her.
I never saw her again because of my family mostly my parents had some kind of drama with my uncles and aunts.

But even know I kinda wonder about her and what she's doing now, when I knew her I only called her by her nickname and didn't really knew her full real name or is she really my cousin because I found out when the people we visit for parties I only knew them as "cousins" but in reality it just couple of friends of my dad made or mom at their job or friends they knew a long time.
So I wonder if she's actually is my cousin or not relatives of mine, does she think of me time to time?
Will we ever meet again? I don't know. But all I know, that her lips were the softest and the most amazing lips I could ever ask more or imagined and I can still feel her lips and remember that moments.