Just a quick update..
Added 2020-08-05 20:44:04 +0000 UTCI’ve made this private as it is a bit more personal again.. As you know I managed to get myself a new home.. Finally came to a resolution with the family stuff from before and as I’m back in the UK and not having any more surgery for another month or so (thank you covid 😌) I was able to sort myself out a proper place to live..
I know I keep saying it but it feels so good to finally have a home again.. I’ve been packing on my own, gotten a skip, been sorting out a ton of legal stuff.. I know my life seems crazy but if I didn’t push myself I woudn’t be content..
I’m also sleeping properly again, so life is a lot calmer now than it has been in a long time.. Am trying not to break the habit and being up all nite all anxious and stressed and then exhausted in the morning.. Dad is a doctor and told me GPs don’t like giving sleeping tablets to patients as much as they did in the past and of course it‘s not exactly great wanting or needing medication to sleep..
Anyways I will be back tomorrow.. Some of you will know I also got a new dog, or rather I will be getting him so I will be outnumbered by animals in the new place.. I went for a Samoyed in the end.. I wanted something like a Husky/Malamute and read that Samoyeds are a little easier to handle for a novice like me 😊 Fully grown will look like a polar bear lol and they have very easy going personalities.. I’m waiting to hear back on another dog, who is much smaller like Charley, so there may be 4 of us in that new house.. I wasn’t kidding when I said I wanted to start a family lol
I wanted to say again thank you for sticking with me thru the good and the bad ❤️ I’m trying to find the very first pic of my boobs after first set of expanders (I’ve had 3 sets now in my boobs) to post alongside current size.. I think it‘s on my old Mac, which hopefully will turn up as I finish packing xx
