Another update.. Diary entry 6 ❤️don’t worry last one for a while

I’ve finished my surgeries now and am about to leave LA.. We had been under curfew because of recent events which I’ll go into later, but that’s been lifted now.. Masks are mandatory in most if not all stores I think but having said that the majority are still closed.. 

I’ve been resting as I did two rounds of surgery in just under two weeks and took a little tumble just before round 2., As I was getting onto the operating table I fell over the edge of the other side 😭😭😭 With my proportions as well as the fact that  I wasn’t quite at full health Iittle things things like that I do still sometimes have trouble with.. The people at the hotel have helped as much as they can.. I have 8 pillows to sleep on now lol

I’m doing okay otherwise though and the pain has been getting less and less each day 😊 Today was the first day I skipped the painkillers completely.. I had a little bump appear after my operating room tumble and I‘m just waiting to make sure that resolves before I fly home, which should be before the weekend.. 

So the surgeries I have done this trip are my butt, my cheeks (we did lipo and filled them in to give a more sculpted look), contour and eyes.. I have an appointment in Paris at the end of the month with a well known injector to pick up some tips and tricks and work on myself more.. Then Rome and then spending a bit of time out in the countryside.. Think I’ve mentioned this before but we aren’t allowed to go back to work injecting in the uk yet and it will be July or August before I can resume training back there again..

The plan is to get a home of my own in the countryside when things have settled.. Me, Charley, another dog probably.. Quite a few of you have been asking about my love life lol but right now it’s just me and I’m keeping myself to myself.. I don’t want to date a person unless I feel something very deep ❤️

The last but most important thing I want to talk about in this entry is the Black Lives Matter movement.. Race can be a very divisive issue and I’ve lost followers on social media speaking about it but it needs to be addressed.. 

I‘m ashamed to say I didn’t know much about race issues here in the US before this trip.. I’ve been reading up the last few days though and it’s heartbreaking learning of some or the things that have happened.. Perhaps the story that hit me hardest was that of the little boy who was executed at 14 for the crime of murder, which he did not commit.. Looking at his pictures, he seemed even younger, I would have guessed 10 or 11 as he was so small, and he was strapped into the electric chair.. Seriously wtf, how can ANYONE think that’s okay.. The poor little guy had tears streaming down his face as he was put to death.. Why were not taught about this at school?? It’s disgusting that this stuff is hushed up and has not been talked about much until now.. 

Breonna Taylor as well.. She was killed by the police whilst she was in bed in her apartment.. She had done nothing wrong at all.. It had been a ‘mistake‘ by the police.. How the hell do you mistakenly shoot someone in their own home?? 

There’s a clip of George Floyd’s daughter being held up during the protests after her dad’s death and she says ‘daddy saved the world’.. I cried seeing that.. 

There were three young girls protesting in the street across from hotel.. They were white and probably in their late teens.. We’ve had huge protests in LA and across the country.. I’ve never seen anything like it.. It’s so intense after lockdown too.. In London things had gotten out of hand so hoping the situation will calm down.. For those who don’t know, the police were attacked, and a police horse panicked and bolted down the streets of the capital.. 

It is so so frustrating having to wait but change will come if we can keep pushing hard (but peacefully).. To those who tell us to stay out of it or mind our own business take a long hard look at yourselves.. 

To the people who have asked about my family situation, it’s still the same.. I’m on my own but things will be okay ❤️ I’m building a little life for myself now and although I feel crazy lonely at times it will get better in time.. 

On that note I’ll end this entry and get back to boobs the rest of this month.. Finally done with surgeries for a while, though I keep saying that and then doing more 😏

*Forgot to mention I’m going to be learning to do semi permanent makeup.. I find the more busy I am the less time I have to worry about things lol.. I think it’s a pretty cool skill to add to aesthetics and injecting  xx