Serious post.. update..

Sorry I've been quiet the last few days.. I did write out a long post but it got deleted whilst I was editing it.. I was going to post a quick topless night  video from New York but I'll do this first..

I wanted to talk about a couple of things here.. Firstly, my drains are out, so I can finally start enjoying my ass.. The other thing though, is a little more serious.. Some of you may remember back in July/August I mentioned being on antibiotics.. I had an infection.. The antibiotics cleared it up but the risk is still there that the infection may come back and in a much more serious way so whilst I'm here in LA I have decided to take care of that as well.. Rather than just ignore it and then have serious problems later on I'm going to sort it out properly and then head back home..

My doctor has sent a culture off to the lab so we can pinpoint exactly what happened and we should have the results on Monday.. In the meantime I'm doing a couple of different therapies.. Yesterday. I was sent off to an oxygen chamber as that is supposed to help.. I'm having my second treatment of that today.. The doctor told me it's what a lot of top athletes use to help their bodies recover after injuries/trauma so we're giving that a go.. The second treatment will be vacuum therapy lol.. Basically they are going to place a vacuum over the spot where my infection was to help it heal quicker.. We've also decided let out some saline so my skin is not under so much pressure and the blood can circulate more easily than it otherwise would.. The big basketballs look amazing but aren't great when my body needs a bit of a rest and to heal 😊

The other thing I wanted to also quickly mention as a lot of people were asking me about was MrBunny.. This situation had been extremely stressful so we decided to part ways again, for now anyway, so I'm dealing with this on my own.. I don't have any ill feelings towards him.. It's just a situation that's very hard to handle.. 

When I first found out I had an infection and was put on antibiotics me being the weirdo that I am I decided to hop on a plane to South Africa.. I just didn't want to be moping about at home feeling sorry for myself.. I'll talk more about that in the coming posts.. Let me know how much of this mini recovery journey you would like me to share too.. I know some people might not be interested or find it a turn off to talk about the 'negative' side and of course that's ok..

I consider myself extremely lucky now to still have my shells in, even though this is a little setback.. We might them out and clean the pockets.. When the lab results are back we're going to decide what to do.. A big big BIG thankyou to those who are here supporting me and have my back as always.. I've had a lot of ups and downs but I'm still here.. The physical side of this I'm ok with, the emotional stuff is harder xx

Please could you not share this on the forums, just because it's more personal..