The Beginning.. Where it began, why and where I'm heading..

I wasn't sure how to begin today as it's been probably one of the worst weeks of my life.. I just lost my dog, the little guy I've shared 10+ years with and been feeling sort of heartbroken.. He was my best friend.. I thought I'd be ok but I've been an emotional mess.. I meant to start with a video but reading thru some of your kind messages has left me in tears again and I just couldn't bring myself to get all glammed up this evening and paint a smile on my face so instead I will tell my story, of how I became interested in plastic, what I've been up to and what's coming.. I had also planned to have my lips done today but the person I went to said they were "big enough" so yes, not the best start at all..

The pic here was taken before I started filling my expanders and my lips, I was a fairly natural bunny at that point.. It was Spring 2015 and I hadn't had my expanders in very long.. I was only 1600cc and thinking I'd be going to 3600/3700cc as I'd recently come across Penelope Black Diamond and fallen in love with her boobs.. I didn't envisage myself ending up any larger back then lol, to me that was huge..

As luck would have it I came across someone who showed me a lot more, the big boob stars of the 90s, women such as Wendy Whoppers, Minka and one of my absolute faves now, BB Gunns.. From this point on I wanted much larger..

For those who are wondering, I had my first breast augmentation at the age of 18, whilst I was at uni.. My first set were 400/450cc (I cannot remember which) silicone, second came soon after and were 700cc silicones, third were 1000cc silicones and then I switched to expanders.. The expanders I have are rated 2000cc though can be filled to around 6000cc safely.. They will go larger but have a tendency to become very temperamental and it's not a risk I'm willing to take.. We'll be starting the process of ordering new custom expanders this month, which will be at least around 8000cc so I can go much much larger in a safer way.. 

Tomorrow I am seeing someone else about getting my lips done again and I will do my first video.. Right now my face is a mess from all the crying I've done since losing Bailey.. 

I often get asked what my goal is in terms of this plastic journey.. The truth is I like the idea of the whole package, massive fake round boobs, large lips, a tight fake ass, body always in shape, like a sexed-up Barbie I suppose, but not a bimbo (well not in the stereotypical sense anyway lol).. I do this because I love to, not because I need to.. It's something I find incredibly fun and it gives me a huge amount of pleasure.. So far the procedures I've had are 5 breast augmentations, fat injections, BBL and fillers.. I started with basically nothing breast-wise, I was just an A-cup and am now at 6000cc.. My ass is a little under 1000cc, though that wasn't too small to start with.. For the other procedures I've tended to go for semi-permanent/permanent options (fat and fillers) as I'm not the sort of person who wants to be going back to have things done every few weeks, as well as not being great with needles..

The future me is going to be VERY VERY plastic.. I'm at a point now where cartoons and CGI are the best way of describing how that will be so let me know what you think of the pics I post as inspo.. I will be back tomorrow for my video and I don't want to jinx this by saying it but hopefully bigger lips too.. Yes, this was a simple start but I thought I'd begin with this outline of my story and take it from there..

Thankyou for all the kind messages I've received so far and please bare with me if I seem a little slow.. This is all new to me but I'll try my best xx