Storytime pt 2

I tried it and immediately fell in love it felt so nice to eat so much and feel so full. That I did it several times a week. The result of eating so much is of course that you gain weight I had gained 10 kg at the end of 2021. It had happened so fast that I was actually not aware that I had gained so much weight in such a short time. Even though I loved to feel stuffed I didn't feel comfortable in my skin not only because I didn't want to gain weight but also because it happened so fast and I felt like I had absolutely no control over what was happening to my body. I was not happy with my extra weight, in fact I was a little scared that I had gained so much weight in about two months so I decided to lose weight.

I lost the weight that I gained pretty quickly. I did realize that I had awakened something in me that I found very difficult to suppress or ignore. Last year at the end of May I started stuffing myself a lot more often. I had downloaded fabie but found out soon enough that it wasn't for me. I did met someone who gave me the tip to look on reddit. Which I did and started talking to other people about feedism, which I really appreciated because it was also a kind of reassurance that I wasn't the only one. This made me accept this part of me more.

Finally I decided to post a few pictures on Reddit and then I actually started eating the food I felt like, not very consciously stuffing myself every day but just eating without restrictions. I tried to convince myself that, but I started eating more and more. I didn't call myself a gainer either because I found it very pleasant and nice to stuff myself, but not to gain weight in particular. But in the end I also gained weight quite quickly, but compared to last time I could appreciate my curves and extra weight a lot more. After all this time, I found what I had found beautiful in other women for years also beautiful in myself. Still I'm not a gainer but someone who enjoys stuffing herself silly and really appreciate the effects of that ;)

I gained 30 kg/ 66 lbs in less than a year and I had to buy new clothes very often haha Strangely enough I hardly get any reactions from family and friends while I think it's almost indispensable to see how much I've grown. Not much has changed in my daily life. One of the biggest changes is that I used to walk a lot, I really like walking in nature. Walking is something I did a lot less often last year I would rather eat than go for a walk. Especially after my December challenge I became so lazy, I could never have imagined that I was going to do a challenge where I would gain as much weight as possible in a month ( old me would be shocked). But I also really enjoyed it and I find out that I actually liked to gain some weight…

I have now come to a point where I am quite happy with myself, also with my weight. I try to find a bit of balance and take it easy, but that didn't really succeed. I have gained quite a bit this month. I am now much more hungry than I was before. Bigger girl bigger appetite haha☺️