Storytime pt 1

I get a lot of questions why I started gaining and how I found out I liked this fetish so here is the story.

I have been interested in feedism for a few years now.

I know that I used to watch cartoons and if there was a scene where the characters gained weight, I found that very interesting but nothing special. Idk how but I ended up on YouTube and I saw a bunch of videos of women getting fatter or eating huge meals and thought hmm this is really exciting to watch. I then continued to watch videos on YouTube for a few years, I found out that more people were interested in this and that it actually is a fetish/kink. I could actually accept that I liked this. But I absolutely did not want to gain weight myself because I just liked it on other women. I was slim but never super thin I've always had wider hips and breasts but a flat stomach. I really wanted to be thin and have a nice flat stomach. I worked out quite a lot, first four times a week and then six times a week. I also worked out twice a day for a period because I liked food but I didn't want to gain weight. When you're busy with diets or losing weight it's never enough because it can always be better. I thought I could always be thinner

In 2021 I ended up on feabie I didn't know what to expect I still had little idea of what exactly feedism entailed but I was very curious. I didn't even know what a feedee or feeder was. After being on feabie for a while, someone recommended me to check out Reddit.

A whole world opened up to me and there was so much content and I started to understand what a feeder and a feedee was. I kept coming across feedees getting “stuffed” and feeling stuffed or seeing a video of somebody getting stuffed why. I started to get really curious because there had to be something that made all these people stuff over and over again.

Around October my curiosity had grown so much that I just wanted to experience what this amazing ✨stuffing✨ was all about.

I tried it and immediately fell in love it felt so nice to eat so much and feel so full. That I did it several times a week. The result of eating so much is of course that you gain weight I had gained 10 kg at the end of 2021. It had happened so fast that I was actually not aware that I had gained so much weight in such a short time. Even though I loved to feel stuffed I didn't feel comfortable in my skin not only because I didn't want to gain weight but also because it happened so fast and I felt like I had absolutely no control over what was happening to my body. I was not happy with my extra weight, in fact I was a little scared that I had gained so much weight in about two months so I decided to lose weight.