Happy New Year dear comrades
Added 2024-01-01 09:01:39 +0000 UTCHello and Happy new year dear comrades
I'm sorry to have kept you waiting so long
In the meantime, I've been in such a bad state mentally. I opened the commission and was defeated by myself and collapsed, and to make matters worse, I completely lost my motivation when I saw such a huge AI gore art coming in like a tsunami.
I'm so ashamed of myself
I don't have anywhere else to run away. All I have left is this kind of sloppy drawing skills. To keep this going, I decided to compromise with myself. I'm not going to stick to colors anymore.
I'll admit myself "I don't have any sense of color".
Of course, I know there are so many things I'm lacking besides color sense. But I feel like I should put more effort into what I can do better than color
I always feel like I'm messed up by colors.
And I'm not going to compare my drawings to others anymore. That's all that's left to be frustrating. I'll just quietly continue to delusional myself that I can do well.
I think I've seen so many unnecessary things in the meantime.
selection and concentration
I should run like a horse with blinker
I want my work to be in my works to be consistent in style.
I'm so sorry that it was a year that disappointed you.
Nevertheless, thank you for keeping me alive all this time.
I'll show my appreciation for your help with work instead of words.
again, Happy new year,
I wish you comrades all a happy new year.
yours,
Tinfoilhead
