Read as I wallow in self indulgence.

The following 10 questions were thought up and asked by myself to myself. What the fuck?

Interviewer: Is your name really Sissy Jizelle? If not, why do you call yourself that?

SJ: No, that’s a pseudonym. I call myself that because between the options of being famous, and anonymous (all things being equal) I’d rather be anonymous. 

Interviewer: Ok fine, but how did you come up with the name, what does it mean or does it have any significance?

SJ: Well, Sissy is my favorite way to describe my sexuality. Jizelle, because it sounds feminine and at the same time implies that I like to swallow jizz.

Interviewer: What does it mean to be a sissy and do you like to swallow jizz?

SJ: I like the fantasy of being forced to swallow jizz a LOT! How horny I am at the moment determines how much I like the reality of swallowing it. For instance, if I JUST came, I do not like to swallow it one little bit.

Here’s what it means to be a sissy (to me). I don’t claim this is the “correct” answer because I don’t believe there IS a correct answer...

Sissy (noun) A male human who usually has his original genitals, but in all other ways lives life (or is temporarily acting) as a woman. The clothing, makeup, mannerisms and jobs of a sissy are usually exaggerated parodies of femininity.

A sissy is almost always a submissive, and their partners almost always assume a dominant role. It is a sissy’s place to be denigrated, humiliated, castigated and otherwise humbled.

A sissy almost never wishes to be a sissy, and though it is not unheard of for one to be happy, the most iconic example of a sissy is a straight laced non-sexually adventurous heterosexual male who is forced against their will to dress as a slutty female, act as a slutty female, sometimes surgically and otherwise alter their bodies to appear more like a slutty female, and perhaps most importantly, they are forced against their will to perform sexual acts with, and on males.

Interviewer: Holly shit, that was a long answer, and you sort of sounded like you were trying to vomit a dictionary. How long have you been a sissy?

SJ: Sorry, it was a long answer, but it’s something near and dear to my heart because it is how I define my sexuality. I have been attracted to most of the tenants of sissyhood as described above for most of my life. I think for me the forced part of it, and the humiliation is my biggest kink. As a young person I was really excited about the fantasy of being forced to do sexual things that I didn’t want to do. In the beginning, the fantasy was that an older girl made me put on her panties under my pants and wear them around in public.

To this very day, that simple and childish fantasy is probably my basest sexual desire. Honestly, if a magical genie, or a Goddess or any woman who actually had the power to make it happen came to me and said: “From this moment forward you always have to wear silky girly panties for the rest of your life and there is nothing you can do about it.” I think I would spontaneously fall to the floor and jizz myself to death.

Interviewer: Why do you draw pictures and share them on the internet?

SJ: Since I was very young, I had kinky fantasies. The things that got me off weren’t usually available to me in any kind of visual format, so I started drawing my own jerk off porn. I have been drawing erotic images for MANY years now, but only in the last couple of years have I shared any of it. One day I was scouring the internet for any new sissy art, or stories, or photos that I hadn’t seen. I realized that there are probably lots of people out there who have created home made kink but just never published it. I thought about the tons of pictures that I’d drawn just for myself and never shared. I wondered if anyone would want to see them. That day I made a deviant art account, and here we are. 

Interviewer: How long do you work on your drawings?

SJ: I spend at least 6 hours a day drawing sometimes 10 or 12. I take the weekends off to avoid burnout. For each picture, it takes me varying times. Every additional character in a drawing exponentially slows it down, as well as how detailed the background is. Having said that, I think that most of my drawings take me about 6 or 8 hours, some take a lot more than that.

Interviewer: Do you jerk off to your own porn? Does it ever turn you on?

SJ: I used to jerk off to my own porn, but I don’t anymore. My own stuff does get me turned on sometimes. If I have a really crazy idea or something hits me suddenly that will get my juices flowing, then I’ll generally jerk off to someone else’s stuff.

Interviewer: Do you realize that you aren’t the best artist in the world? What makes you think people should give you money for your art when there are lots of artists better than you?

SJ: Oh my God that’s funny. I’m not even the best SISSY artist on PATREON. Hell, I’d be THRILLED if most people considered me to be in the top 10 sissy artists on Patreon. Now, I don’t want to come off as falsely humble either. I do have talent, and I have thousands of hours of practice. In the last 2 years (since I’ve been on Patreon) I have been ecstatic to see my skills improving.

The way I think about it is this. If you were going to buy lunch, would you refuse to eat anything that wasn’t prepared by the world’s greatest chef? Of course not, that’d be ridiculous. Sure it would be nice to get lunch from the worlds best chef, but you probably can’t, so can you settle for eating lunch made by a pretty darn good cook down the street?

I am a working man’s erotic artist. I produce a product that some people find desirable, and they pay me a working man’s wage for that product. I am not getting rich, and in fact I don’t even make a living at it (I have a day job). However, I do hope to make this my career. I am trying very hard to get better and better so that more people will want to support my drawing. And at the risk of seeming stupidly optimistic, I think I am getting better and better.

Interviewer: So, have you ever been forced to eat cum? Are you gay? Have you ever sucked a cock?

SJ: Yes (sort of), no and no. I had an online relationship once where an amateur domme and myself would play. I had provided her with some mild blackmail material on me to give her orders some teeth. One time she wanted me to eat my own cum after jerking off on camera for her. I jerked off, and couldn’t bring myself to eat it. The next time, she had me mix it in with some food and eat that. It was still very gross to me, but I managed. Weirdly enough, I consider myself to be heterosexual, even though lately the thing I jerk off to most is “sissy hypno” videos focusing on cock sucking. Even though in fantasy, I’d LOVE to (be forced to) work a glory hole. I think that in real life I will actually never do anything like that. 

Interviewer: So… Why are you doing this interview thing? It’s kinda weird that you’d interview yourself and think people would want to read it. 

SJ: Well, I don’t actually think people will want to read it. Or rather, I don’t know if they will. I do know that I’m a fan of several other creators, and I’m interested in them. Most adult content creators are understandably quite private, but I’m still interested in them. Quite frankly I wish some of the people I support would do something like this, and I guessed that maybe some of the people who support me might like it too. Maybe I’m wrong.

Interviewer: You are.

SJ: I don’t think you know that, and I don’t like your tone.

Interviewer: I don’t have a tone, I’m typing. The only reason you can “hear” a tone is because I’m in your head.

SJ: Oh fuck, you’re in my head. Are you like an alien parasite?

Interviewer: No asshole, I’m you. I’m the part of your brain that was damaged when you got hit on the head that one time.

SJ: Oh thank Christ for that.