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since im riding a scooter i bought some goodies to keep me warm like a scarf and fluffy gloves and big fluffy pants too because

HOLY MOLY ITS COLD WHEN IM DRIVING DAYO


but once i got it its so warm and not cold anymore dayoooo!


i have been driving alot with my scooter and go some bath house or go see some mountain views with my scooter and it has been so much fun dayo~ ^-^


i have been really stressed out with alot of things lately so its nice to have a great way to reduce my stress aside from streaming i guess its refreshing too\^o^/


one day i want to get a motorcycle so i can ride cool one dayo...!

i was thinking get a tiny chair and easy coffee maker and put in my backpack so i can go somewhere with a nice view and sit there and enjoy coffee dayo -w-

wow that really sounds like rin-chan from yuru-camp dayo \^o^/


原付用の防寒具としてもこもこのネックウォーマーとか、手袋、もこもこの服とか諸々この度ゲットしまして寒くなってきたけど原付の運転が寒くなくなったよ!


まじでこの時期の原付の運転は寒すぎる!!!!


ようやく装備ゲットしたから快適だ~

ままーにゃが救急車で運ばれて原付かっ飛ばしていったときは夏だったから薄着でいたのに季節が過ぎるのは早いなー


最近は本当にどこに行くにも原付のポチ号が大活躍で

スパ銭とか綺麗な景色を見にブンブンしちゃってるよ、えへへ\^o^/


ここ最近ずっとストレスが限界突破だったから(ご存じの通りアレの件とかいろいろね...w)配信以外でリフレッシュ出来てストレス解消になる趣味?を見つけられてよかったなああって思うよ~!


最近考えていたのがすごい小さい折り畳みの椅子かって、簡単なコーヒー作れるやつリュックに入れてどこかきれいな景色のとこで椅子設置してコーヒー飲むの楽しそうだな~って考えてた...✨


こうしてみるとゆるキャン△のリンちゃんみたいだねw

でもリンちゃんがはまってた理由が良くわかる~~~~



ps i am writing after my stream for today was done

i am so sorry for making you guys all worry dayo

the life has been really challenging and difficult to me and i couldnt hold my tears on todays stream i cried

i am very very sorry i didnt want to cry on stream or rant on stream and i am just so depressed i think :(

once again i am so sorry for all of this i wanted to make sure everyone will have a great time in my stream but i ruined that.

but i will be good soon again i am so sorry for making you guys worry but i will be fine dayo!

thank you so much for all support and i will see you guys soon dayo!


追記: 本日の配信終了後にこれ書いてます

今日は配信で泣いしまいみんなにご心配かけてしまって申し訳ないです

ここしばらくずっと精神的につらい状況が続いていて今日は感情的になって涙を抑えきれませんでした

配信に来てくれた方は楽しい時間を過ごせるようにしたいのに、それを私のせいで台無しにしてしまった気分です

本当にごめんね

次の配信では元気に戻って来るので待っててもらえたら嬉しいです

また月曜日に会おうね






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Comments

Sounds like a comfy plan, are mountains your favorite scenery? I relax whenever I see the sea. About the stream, we all need some time off from time to time, is better to let our body and mind rest as best as possible. Don't hesitate to take time to do so if you ever need it. You're a brave one, you'll get through this!

Nerfe M.

Going out into nature is very, very good for your mental health. Good job for seeing the mountains! As for the stream, don't worry about it. We know you are going through A LOT right now. You don't have to be all happy/genki all the time. Depression is real and tricky to deal with. It's ok to be sad when you're sad. But, remember, we're here cheering for you too. We know you'll get through this and things will get better.

xt421

そういうツーリングいいなぁ~! 自然公園とか癒されるのよね…自分も行きたくなってきたw 配信の方は何となく想像できたけどご心配なく!へにゃのせいで配信が楽しくなかった、なんて100%考えないよ! へにゃが感情吐き出してストレス解消になるなら価値ある配信だと思うし、それを受け止められるHEN隊でありたいと思ってる👍

やまいもメン

It's okay Henya, I wish that hanging out with chat would help you not think about those things but if you need to take time away we understand.

Ran Braden

あっという間に寒くなってきたので、防寒大事ですね✨ ポチ号でちょっと景色のいい所に行きボーッとする...そこに珈琲なんて、その時間は最高の時間かも 気晴らしが出来るのはとても良い事なので外出楽しんで、そしてお気をつけて💜‪また月曜を楽しみにしてます

ノエリシア

Thank you for sharing that with us, I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling so much lately. We're gonna keep showing up, loving you and enjoying hanging out! Keep staying bundled up on your rides, and enjoy a nice cup of hot coffee or cocoa! ❤️

Noir Ocelot

Motorcycle riding can be dangerous so a scooter is just right for you...ꉂ(≧▽≦) Stay safe, what with the bear attacks and all... By the way, you stream 6 days a week now. Do you want to consider reducing that schedule? So you'll have more time to do other things. Always maintaining a hyped mood is very tiring, especially when you need to do so in depressing moments. Have fun! You take as long as you need to rest.

arekomethia

ポチ号で大活躍で良かった!冬のバイクは寒いよね~ ちと高いけどビーノ用のグリップウォーマーもあるみたいよ 安全運転でツーリング楽しんでね! つらい時は無理せずだよ!暖かくしてゆっくり休んでね!

なべ🐾

配信見れなかったから何があったか心配してたけど、この投稿のおかげで色々把握できて安心したよ。 ポチ号のドライブがいい気分転換になってるみたいで本当に何より。 季節的に原付がそろそろ厳しくなってくるけど、春になったらどこ行こうかって考えるのも楽しいよ! 明日はゆっくり休んでね!

麦谷

Laughter is the best medicine. But sometimes people who makes us laugh are the one burdened with depressed thoughts. I'm glad you're going out to get some fresh air and change of view. It does help with your mental and physical well being. Never feel sorry or embarrassed to cry on stream, we're here for you! Just like you have helped so many of through dark time and hardships. We'd be honored to help you even in the smallest way. Take your time to take break, treat yourself, and your family and socks something nice. We'll be here till you come back!

GTmask

心の状態って自分では分からないから、ゆっくり休んでまた元気な声を聞かせて 皆ヘニャのことが大好きだからね❤❤❤

オニオニ

Henya Yuru Camp arc incoming! Don't worry about us Henya. Your streams don't always have to be "fun" or upbeat. We watch your streams for you not just to be entertained. I hope you feel better soon! We'll always have your back in any way we can! 💜

David Weiss

Henya you're the best and we'd go fight God himself for you

Applegate

こうやって文章でも声が聴けるのはあらためて良いな! 逆にちょっと寒い季節になるとゆるキャン△やりたくなる。バイク買って正解だったね。 配信のことは誤らなくていいのよ。みんなが理解していることですから。へにゃと視聴者と時間を共有して笑って泣いて心配して見守る、こういう経験ができるのもあなたのおかげです。なので謝らないで。

tabuou

I'm really glad you've been getting out and enjoying your scooter, it sounds like a lot of fun :D! That cold wind can be brutal though 🥶! You don't have to apologize for anything dayo! We come and watch for you, whether you're happy, sad or mad, because we care about you, so don't think you ruined anything! Take care, we're cheering for you! 💜💛

Pocket Poke

It'll get better eventually henya, things aren't good, I can't tell you how long it'll be like this, but it'll get better eventually. Take it slow and take breaks when needed. *Pats oshis head On the topic of motorcycle, I've been riding almost 15 years now. I've been riding a 150cc bike and I really want something bigger, I don't need it, but I really want it. Be careful on fluffy clothes, one day you'll be caught out in the rain and those aren't nice when they are wet, so keep a poncho on your scooter for when it rains. Bai bai. Love you.

TonyTavo

I was just about to say, after reading that first part I was like "Oh, hey this sounds like Yuru Camp LOL!". I'm glad you're finding little things other than streaming that make you happy, that's great! If you manage to find a nice quiet spot, stargazing at night in places where there isn't too much city light is really really nice. One thing I also learned from an old family friend is to try and take new roads and explore, you might even find a new cozy restaurant you might like! I know it's hard to go into specifics, but one thing that always helps me is trying to remind myself not to worry about things I can't control. Also, I know things didn't go well in your eyes but nobody is upset or blaming you for feeling down, these things happen sometimes and it's completely understandable why you ended early. All we want is for you to be happy and live a good life, so take all the time you need.

Lania

Oh man, I had the same experience when I first started riding haha you learn quickly how important warm clothes are! As we go into the winter, you may want to look into heated gear too! There's really nothing like hopping on the bike and going for a ride to get away and relieve some stress, I'm very glad if it's been some help to you. I really hope you can get a motorcycle and go on more trips! With your dad too! Love the idea of bringing a chair and coffee maker, that would be truly peaceful and comforting. Please don't worry about today. You've been through so much and it is completely understandable to have days like this. I just hope for things to get better soon. Take care of yourself, we love and support you always.

FistoftheLegion

Our girl is touching grass. I hope you feel better with the sunshine. I recommend learning to use a Hario V60 for coffee. It's pretty portable. You will just need the V60, filter paper, your coffee and a hot water bottle.

beastofsaigon

A scooter or motorcycle is honestly a good idea, I always go for walks but seeing the same scenery gets old, so I think being able to visit new places is fun, especially without having to take public transits, scooter is also a bit less maintenance than a car. Having coffee away from the city and perhaps having a sketch book or tablet with you to draw and write on can be chill. Hope you feel better with some time off! It's never good to push yourself to do your hobby when you're feeling down, because during bad times our brains tend to associate negativity with the things we should be enjoying, so taking time off away from it is a good thing, you didn't ruin anything, do what you can and don't let whatever you're going through ruin your own enjoyment 👍

Dageram

I'm glad you found a new hobby with your scooter and coffee. Stress is scary, and it's good to have hobbies to distract you. Anyway, don't worry about today's stream. You are human, and you deserve to vent your feelings. We are here for you, dayo. スクーターとコーヒーっていう新しい趣味が見つかってよかったね。ストレスって怖いよね、そういう趣味で気を紛らわせられるのはすごくいいことだと思う。 それにしても、今日の配信のことは気にしなくていいよ。あなたも人間なんだから、気持ちを吐き出したいときだってある。それくらい当然だよ。 私たちはいつだってここにいて、ちゃんと応援してるからね。

Pikminiman

Finding some really nice spot to just chill and relax after a nice drive sounds really nice Take all the time you need to get through things. Showing emotion is always perfectly fine. Your community is here and will continue to support you through it all.

JT_hungry

you need to cry Henya, Cry to the heavens, kick and scream as you want... dont bottle up... then hug you cat, see ya when you feel better

Mapple HT

The idea of drinking some coffee in the mountains sounds so nice~ Take care of yourself, try to rest. It’s alright to share your emotions, we’re all here for you!

ScribeLatte


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