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A Confession to Start With

Added 2024-08-09 03:57:30 +0000 UTC

This is embarrassing, but I have to tell you. We have a new obsession. I don’t know exactly how it happened, but suddenly it’s all we can think about. You know how kinks get that way sometimes? They’re so exciting that they make sparks and light up your brain. They take up space.

My nipples are sensitive, and Max is the kind of top who likes to overwhelm. It’s very common for her to put my tits in her mouth while she’s fucking me with her fingers, or to push me over the edge when I’m rubbing my clit and I’m close. It’s an electric feeling, she sucks on my nipples and there’s a jolt that goes straight to my pussy. I’m instantly wet. It’s so much stimulation it takes my full attention, my brain gets quiet. Other things happen too, a calm intimacy, a closeness.

We started being curious about that. First by accident. Then very much on purpose. And now we can’t stop. Sometimes we spend the better part of an hour just cuddling while she sucks on my tits. I grind against her a little, she strokes me, it’s a strange mix of taboos and sensory pleasures. Mommy-lite.

She says she’s always been a little obsessed with it, but the more we did it, the more we focused on it, the more it occupied her thoughts. I love that the curiosity was mutual, the daydreams were mutual, our learning was mutual.

We’ve learned it gets me there faster than a lot of my other favourite things. We’ve learned it’s an instant hush to my intrusive thoughts, a wave of calm washes over me. We’ve learned if I wear something low cut it’s easy to do when we’re making out in the kitchen during her sister’s bbq. We’ve learned that her answer to “Want me to tell you how good you are while you suck my tits and I jerk you off?” is always “yes”. (What a classic!)

The best is when we’re finally in bed at the end of a long day, we curl up sleepily and she sucks while I run my fingers through her hair and it slows our heart rates and settles us for bed time. We both blush about our new obsession, about how much we like this sleepy routine. We both sleep like babies.