Merry Christmas Eve Letter
Added 2020-12-25 00:59:52 +0000 UTCHello everybody,
As you know from my video last night, I've been super gloomy and depressed. A shit ton of stuff going on with family behind the scenes and I've been a nervous wreck. I've developed extreme anxiety. That's basically why I had a meltdown last night in the video (not acting, no clickbait, real tears... 😭 )
I'm feeling slightly better today but definitely not "good." Orlin has been helping me cope.
I wanted to wish you all a fantastic Christmas Eve... I know it might already be Christmas for those in Europe or Asia.... MERRY CHRISTMAS!
You guys mean so much to me... Without your support, and without having this small little family where I can open myself up to fully, I probably wouldn't quit youtube by now. You guys are my rock and you're there for me through thick and thin, no matter what drama or mischief I get myself into. For that, I'm forever grateful.
Thank you & be safe 🎄
Comments
Sorry to hear ur going through stuff!! Thoughts and prayers hope everything gets better!! Lots of love ur the best Nick!!!
2020-12-29 11:38:20 +0000 UTCHappy Holiday's Nik. I'm so happy to finally be on your patreon.
2020-12-29 04:08:56 +0000 UTCIdea for orlins videos... he can teach Spanish in his videos.. 2 or 3 sentences in each video for people on holiday 🤗🎄🎄
2020-12-27 13:30:16 +0000 UTCmerry christmas nick! thinking about you love you!
2020-12-26 19:34:45 +0000 UTCmerry Christmas Nik. You’re such a great part of my life. We watch you every day. I hope you have a great holiday
2020-12-26 13:19:46 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas nick I'm so sorry your having such a hard time know were here and we love you! ❤
2020-12-26 04:37:44 +0000 UTCNik, I cannot even express into words how much I loved the CAMEO you made for me. I was crying I was so happy. My Christmas wish came true!!! Best Christmas present ever!!! My family was SO IMPRESSED by how long the video was and how sincere and genuine you are. I wish I knew what you are struggling with right now. I’m sending BIG HUGS and love and prayers for you. Thank you for all you do. You are truly loved. ♥️
2020-12-25 21:19:57 +0000 UTCI've dealt with some pretty traumatic events related to family, so I can totally sympathize with you. Try to not let them take control over your emotions. Theres no shame in crying over what is happening, but make sure you take a moment afterwards to really analyze how you can better the situation, and if it means putting yourself first, that is completely fine as well. After years of dealing with being stepped on by some family members, it was really rewarding to put my foot down and simply say "No" to them. Take care of yourself Nick! Merry Christmas.
2020-12-25 20:14:36 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas Nick!! Cheer up, we love you!! I hope you have a better day today. 🖤
2020-12-25 19:44:21 +0000 UTCI hope things will get better for you soon. You deserve the best. Please know that we care for you deeply and we love you so much! ♥
2020-12-25 18:53:21 +0000 UTCHappy Holidays Nick and Orlin! No joke, we are making Samyang noodles for the first time to add to our holiday meal!
M
2020-12-25 18:37:16 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas Feel better soon!
2020-12-25 16:20:42 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas! My boyfriend just gave me the cameo that he got me! I cried I love you so much 😭 you have helped me through a bunch of shit I watch you and instantly forget about what’s going on! I hope you feel better, I’m glad Orlin is there for you 💜
2020-12-25 13:06:30 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas guys. I am so glad you both have each other and Orlin is helping you through it. Big hugs to you 🤗 ❤
2020-12-25 09:11:53 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas 🎄 I love you Nik. I wish I could help you like you have helped me. Your videos have got me through some rough times. You’re like a friend who I have dinner with every night. I hope you feel better. Love you❤️
2020-12-25 08:53:00 +0000 UTCSo sweet. Have a great Xmas as well
Lance Moodley
2020-12-25 07:35:42 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas! One morning you will wake up and your pain will feel less heavy. Look forward to that day because it's coming 💖
2020-12-25 05:36:49 +0000 UTCThat's a great gift 😂
2020-12-25 05:35:33 +0000 UTCmerry christmas Nick, I'm sorry your hurting right now but glad I can be some kind of help in your life if even just financially, you and Orlin deserve all the happiness in the world so just stay strong and know that there are alot of people that love you both.
2020-12-25 04:41:18 +0000 UTCI love you and enjoy your videos
2020-12-25 03:58:43 +0000 UTCMy little sister got me a magnet that says, “Michelle Obama says pizza is a vegetable” and it’s my favorite gift ever. You bring a lot of people a ton of laughs and joy every day!!! I’m sorry you are down but I hope you wake up to a wonderful Christmas Day. Just know you are important to everyone on here!!!
2020-12-25 03:58:42 +0000 UTCHang in there what ever your going thru iys making you stronger for what's ahead.. You will make it!! God never gives you more than you can handle...
2020-12-25 03:58:20 +0000 UTCNik,
2020-12-25 03:56:57 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas to you and orlin. Sending holiday joy from my home to yours 🌲🎅
2020-12-25 03:24:02 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas to you and Orlin. Just know I am thinking of you and sending you positivity and light
2020-12-25 02:40:51 +0000 UTCI hope you feel better soon Nik!
Michael Brown
2020-12-25 02:30:14 +0000 UTCWe love you Nik, praying for you and your family! Hope you and Orlin have a wonderful Merry Christmas❣️❤️🎄🎅🏻🎁
2020-12-25 02:14:08 +0000 UTCI love you Nik ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
2020-12-25 02:00:24 +0000 UTCYes, we are a little family indeed. We love you! 🎄 ❤ 😃
2020-12-25 01:59:17 +0000 UTCThank you, Nick, and you and Orlin have a great Christmas too.
2020-12-25 01:57:15 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas
2020-12-25 01:54:05 +0000 UTCI'm glad you're feeling a little better. I'm glad Orlin he's there for you. I've been thinking of you all day sending you positive thoughts. Take your time to make yourself better. Merry Christmas 🌲⛄❤️
2020-12-25 01:41:29 +0000 UTCMerry Christmas nick! My boyfriend bought your patreon for me for Christmas and it made my day! Hope you’re feeling better soon ❤️
2020-12-25 01:23:09 +0000 UTCI haven't seen the video yet but I am so sorry you had a break down. I hope you feel better soon and Merry Christmas to you and Orlin!!! 💞💞💞
Scarlett Sheep
2020-12-25 01:18:21 +0000 UTC
