Alastor consoles you from past trauma ASMR commission
Added 2024-08-01 16:16:17 +0000 UTC
Hello, darlings, and happy first day of August! In this commission, Alastor comforts and reassures you from past trauma. It's one of the rare times we get to see a softer side of the Radio Demon.
Merci beaucoup, my lovely $3.00 Patrons!
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Art by: @rib_roast_a5 and re_unknown
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🫂🫂Eki, you're such a lovely person. Being in and out of the hospital is rough even if you are used to it. I am so glad to have you around!
Moon
2024-08-03 11:54:58 +0000 UTC
now that i could *finally* sit down and give a proper listen... yeah, that got me too.
i didn't cry, but damn i felt so many of those lines in my gut.
"you're a survivor"
yes i am, i actually almost died 3x in just a little over 3 decades of existence. that's one near-death experience every 10 years, i guess im due for another one soon.
"you matter to someone"
im always alone. i haven't seen my family in 2 years (they live overseas) & i have like 1 friend (who also just moved). im pretty sure if i died in my room, nobody would notice until my corpse starts rotting & smelling. so yeah, i really needed to hear those words.
"you may be broken"
i'm the definition of defunct. AuDHD + other health problems, & i spent most of the past month ill and in and out of hospital... and yet im still here somehow.
anyway, yeah like most here... i needed to hear those words. thank you for letting me hear those words that i know i'd otherwise never hear anywhere else❣️🫂
A3 (eki) 🪑chair salesman 🪑🥔 Potato Overlord🥔
2024-08-03 11:38:01 +0000 UTC
Sweet Myra, you should never reduce yourself to a merr jester. People will still care about you even if you show others sides of you. But you to need to allow yourself to love yourself, and please treat yourself kindly. Sending you some huggs 🫂
Narator
2024-08-02 06:37:57 +0000 UTC
that was just as precious as anticipated, and it honestly meant such a great deal. not only did it mean something significant to me, but countless others clearly shared the same sentiment. i... would suppose i ought not to be proud of such an admission, but my go-to response in any situation is self-deprecating humor (forcing myself to be serious 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 is like, my heccin arch-nemesis hhaha).
the timing of this video likely couldn't have been better suited, as a little over a week ago, i'd come upon the realization that, while i have love in my heart for everybody else, i have none to spare for myself (quite okay, i function well enough i promise xD 👌). i do not favor letting those around me know it if i can help it, but i'm left miserable daily from a plethora of scars beneath the skin - yet, more or less performing as a jester for others, easily provides me the most heartfelt feelings of joy/fulfillment i've ever personally known <3 it is my firm belief that, even if i'm not the one truly smiling, i'd give anything just to put a smile on somebody else's face. after all, when one knows exactly what it's like to be sad, one would do anything to spare others from that same sadness. being able to do so makes every terrible experience, and each ounce of pain or negativity, far more than worth it - at least, to me. ;;v;;
that said, i wish i could personally hug all of you who have suffered, so so very dearly. ;~; your worth is beyond measure, and regardless of whether or not you are personally aware, you are definitely the sunshine - the very 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙤𝙣 - in someone's life. you are loved more than you'll ever be able to fully grasp, and i have nothing but the best wishes that life will treat you with the utmost of kindness & compassion that you so rightfully deserve, always ♡ ♡ ♡
...way longer of a novel than i intended for manymanymany apologiesss // A//'
anyhow bottom line; love to ALL of you, and endless thanks to both the commissioner, as well as your beautifully written script/wonderful efforts, dear. btw may august go smoothly for you, all things considered, darling busy bee. ♡
Myra Amore 'Wily Beast and Weakest Creature'
2024-08-02 00:52:22 +0000 UTC