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Sorry I misunderstood the lens feature ;-; (falsely thought it charged to see it or something)

Aksnfksmckakc I’m so sorry if it did something god I didn’t know how it worked and was trying for the first time I will absolutely refund it, it was just supposed to be sharing the video I’m so so so sorry ;-; I got mega panicked and my heart raced and I had a mini panic attack.

So instead of that I’ll share some good news with you all! Lately, thanks to you all I’ve been able to be brave. I realized something super important over time!!


It was that my life’s goal was always the same and despite all the hurt I never lost it, I only got scared. When I finally realized I got so inspired to make everyone smile and I got so excited to, I just couldn’t stop making audios whenever my voice could.


Sometimes previously I got so scared and felt like I was walking on eggshells and realized half the reason my voice was being too tired for audios was because of how often I would break down and cry, turns out my voice doesn’t do well with that! But I haven’t been lately at all!


I realized if I stay still then everyone would be sad and that my goals couldn’t happen if I don’t push past my fears and become a stronger me.


Do you ever have big doubts that feel impossible? Don’t worry even if you do! I promise if I can get by them, then You’ll definitely be able to!!


Thank you for being you, and I know that I’m a bit of a goofy or silly person a lot of the times but I hope that you won’t give up ever!


Also also, is there anything new for you today? Please always feel free to tell! I want to make your day better no matter how it starts.


My room mate and best friend constantly tells me to try and always go to sleep with good feels and leave the bad things in yesterday! I think it’s really good advice!


I’m super scared of recording tomorrow but I will try my best! Love y’all!

Comments

Wishing you the best ❤ hoping it gets better for you

Tabatha Godar

Deep breath your livestream is gonna be so amazing I can’t wait to see it your friends are so right with that advice no matter what happens you keep on fighting on and that’s what I love about you yes of course we all fall down in life but I’ve never seen someone who’s took so much as you and you still keep on getting up twice as strong truly inspiring but we still all worry about you there is no harm in taking time for yourself you truly are amazing and deserve so much out of life I love you and appreciate you with all my heart I can’t wait to watch your livestream cece it’s gonna be amazing ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😊😊😊😊😊😘😘😘😘😘😘

Game Girl Mary

You truly are amazing cece, glad to see your getting better was honestly worried for you for a bit there. But just like every other time you get knocked down you come back fighting! That is the sort of spirit that keeps me going every day so thank you! Going to interview for a second Job tomorrow and I’m extremely nervous about it. Unfortunately my first job isn’t enough but hopefully I’ll get this one I’ll be able to support myself better. Can’t wait to see your stream!

WhiteKnight

Anything new for me today? 🤔 Yea, that's it. I admit it. I now have a crush on Corpse Husband...😔

Breaux

I know how hard it can be to be scared. I have bad social anxiety and it makes things seem impossible from time to time. I let my fears stop me from living a normal happy life way more than i would like to admit. I am trying to work on it but there is times when fear still controls my whole life. I hope you know how amazing it is that you are doing this. Even just realising the problem takes courage. You are such an amazing person and you should be really proud of yourself. I admire you so much for doing what you love in life and really going for it no matter what some people might think. I hope i can do the same some day! I love you so much and i hope you can see how amazing you are cuss u truly deserve it🥰❤️

Aubrey

Honestly I'm glad you're feeling good Cece, I was worried bout you, but I'm glad things are looking up for you 😊😊

𝓒ǂ๑𓍼ᯅ𓂅﹅_𝓝𓂅

I'm no good with words but you just made my day! I'll be going to work in a few minutes (for hired a few days ago) and I feel less anxious about it! Thank you Cece and I'm so happy for you 🧡🧡

the_URBAN_goose

Literally do what YOU gotta do to take care of yourself. We want you to be happy too ❤️

Thank you Cece! ❤ My bunny survived another operation yesterday and I get to bring him home today! He is the reason I'm still alive, he turned 8 this summer but is still going strong❤

Im new to your work so I would like to say thank you. You have helped me down a road of discovery that Ive never been free to explore. I listened to your audio today and spent the rest of the day in awe and wonder and reflection and excitement and appreciation. I wanted so badly to share how happy I was with someone and to tell you how much I appreciated your art. Lol, sadly the only people I could think to talk to kinda didnt get it so I felt like a bit of a weirdo but thats ok. I hope you all the happiness going forward.

Cheryl Wilson

I really do believe that you are inspiring and brave for doing all of this, for standing back up when you think you can't. I definitely get letting our fears and doubts get to us. I'm starting to realize that quite literally our biggest enemy is quite truly ourselves and only just recently really started trying to be as positive towards myself as possible. I'm generally trying to see the silver lining for everyone else but I haven't done that for myself lately. Can't wait for the livestream! Thank you for everything you do for us, and I hope we can be your support and wind when you need us!

Nightress147

I'm glad you're getting things together and trying to peruse your goals! I normally have been stuck in a rut doing nothing with no motivation. But! Today I went to the pool (to help watch my little brothers) and I FINALLY got to swim. I'm by far not at all the best swimmer but I've always have just loved water. Something about it is just calming. I haven't been swimming since the last time I went to Texas for the Monsta X concert a few years ago. Needless to say I nearly cried when my aunt took my glasses and told me to swim. It felt so amazing. But also, I tried to do waterproof makeup and HOLY SHIT IT WORKED. I shave my eyebrows so I didn't want to scare the little kids so I don't normally go into public without makeup. Tho today I went more "natural" instead of my full color. Everything stayed in place even after wiping my eyes, diving underwater multiple times, and even after drying off. My eyeshadow didn't even crease!! I love doing my makeup so to know it stayed in place while I got to actually SWIM feels amazing. (Sorry for rambling, just wanted to share my happy feelings from today, bc my day started out horrible but had a nice end.)

AJ_MJ

Hey hey Cece! Please don't stress yourself out with the lens! It's a new feature to get used to, and luckily, I didn't get charged for looking at it! It's like how Instagram and Snapchat work with their story features for free, and I think it's really cool! You're very brave, and I admire you for keeping a kind heart whenever stuff gets bad~ 💕 I wish you lots of luck with the livestream tomorrow, and I'll definitely be watching! 💖 In news regarding myself today, I finally sorted my stuff out with unemployment! After a nightmare week of missing payments and filing a new claim, I should getting my money sometime this week, and things are somewhat getting back to normal for that~! I'm also getting really proud of my art as well, especially with my lineart skills~! I think this week is going in a positive direction, and I'm really excited~! 💕💖

Sammy

I think it’s incredibly brave of you to be so honest with us about how you’re feeling, I totally get how terrifying that can be especially when you’re not feeling your best. I hope this new self discovery helps you to find some true peace of mind. You deserve it 💕

Bailey Johnson

Love all you do! Keep your chin up, sweetie!

Diana

Please try not to worry about it too much Cece! Mistakes happen, and now it is a learning experience! Also I DID IT! I applied for my dream university! I sent in the application this afternoon and I hope I get in!

Takashi Brightscales

Your roommate gives excellent advice! All things fall into the past, memories and mistakes, so every day is a chance to start anew! And nope, no charge on my end either, so you’re fine 👍🏼. I hate to think of you hurt and crying but I know the past few months have been hard. If it makes you feel any better, your stories have gotten incredibly rich in detail and emotion 👍🏼👏🏼 Either way, you’re doing amazing, Cece! Nothing bad happened and everyone’s just looking forward to something we don’t get as much as we used to before, a nice chill hangout with friends 🥰

pomecello

Love you baby!!! Never change, you’re doing so well. I’m so proud of you ♥️

Bailey

Awww cece love... I hope you’re feeling okay now no email told me it was charged so you’re good. Also Im glad ur doing good and I cant help but be proud of you. You’re always so caring to us and I hope we can make you smile somehow too. Keep being you ❤️

Gem

Sending you some love from my little corner of the world.

MzPurpleMist

PLEASE MAKE SURE TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU SO MUCH❤❤❤❤

Thank you. Your incredible outlook helps me see the world as a better place. And I want to say seeing your posts always brightens my day. Keep being you. 💜

Fen

Thanks for being so caring of us 😁 I'm going for a big test tomorrow, and I'm going to listen to the SFW Kenma you put out today (or yesterday?) to help me chill a bit (and save the Patreon one for a reward 😉) the voice you give him is the most soothing out of your repertoire, in my opinion 😊. And thank YOU for being you, as well.

VenaBlessédRose

I completely understand and am so sorry you felt that panic with posting the video. And don't be worried about tomorrow! We're looking forward to it, and in a way, since I also livestream with buds or watch theirs, to me it kind of will feel like a bunch of friends hanging out together having a good time. I'm so glad we can help in even the slightest ways to help you feel better, relax and encourage you. We just don't want you overdoing it. X3 I'm also very happy you have such wonderful roommates/friends to remind you about the important things every day. And on the same topic-ish, it really does mean a lot to many of us when you let us know how you're feeling, that you've cried, been down, anything. It's already so brave of you to be open about such things. If it's not odd to say, I really appreciate you telling us, so we can be here for you however possible, to reassure, encourage, relate to, make you laugh and just help, even a little. Haters/trolls will never win. And a reminder that hopefully will make you feel as proud of yourself as you should. I cannot count the unbelievable amount of times I've seen people talking about how you saved them, over and over, from all sorts of pain and worse. You are the reason so many hearts are still beating, why they're able to smile to this day. And just as many, if not more, want to be sure you're able to wear a true smile and laugh, too. I tip my sappy-talk hat proudly. <3 Be sure to get plenty of sleep and relax, Cece. You know you're loved.

Yep Yep

Everything will be ok. We are all human and mistakes can and will happen so please don't stress. From the others, it seems like no one was charged so things are good. We are all here for you and want you to stay healthy and strong!! We care about you just as much as you care about us, so we got your back!!! Thank you for always being an awesome and wonderful person Cece 🥰🥰

PandaBoiDom

Just be yourself you got this but remember to take care of yourself too coming from someone who is has been dealing with a lot of issues you help us even if you are not aware of it but please take care of yourself focus on your goals do what you love

Moonlight memories

Cece your fine!! ❤️ I didn’t see any charge!! So everthing’s fine!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ (this is after trying read this post 20 times while my adhd brain decided not to let me understand what I’m reading) My adhd brain: Hehe brain go brr brr

Stephanie

Your health comes first, hon ♥️

Kay OMO-NOMA

Chiming in to say I didn't see a charge either. 💜 I'm so sorry this got you panicked though! 😖

Nika

Please take care of yourself Cece. We'll be here whenever you need us! I can't wait for the stream tomorrow! It's been so long since you've done one, but I know you can do it! 💕💕💕

Lady Saiya

No matter the path you take know that we will be here with you always! Love you beautiful ❤️

Kiyoko

i wasn’t charged either, so it’s okay there’s nothing to worry about, there’s always a solution to everything 🥰 please don’t have any more panic attacks *virtual hug 🤗* i love you cece, take care of yourself, and it’s always nice hearing from you 🥰❤️❤️❤️

nswazz

You got this!!!!!!

Claire A

I have no idea what's happening but I don't see any new charges ☺️ I hope you're okay!

its ok, nothing happened, even if it did, it can always be fixed! we're all super excited for tomorrow ^w^

Faye

Everything is going to be great, girl! Let's just think about having fun! I'm just excited to interact with everyone and you in the chat :D

Sora Yukai

Calm down everything is okay. ☺️🐙🤗 *tentacle hug*

☢️KamiCutie☢️

I'm glad you are doing better, please remember to take care of yourself! Stay Hydrated my friend!

Belphie's Cow Plushie

Same xD

Cattbird

I’m so sorry everyone I got so scared because I would feel so guilty and scared if a little video has really charged anyone, I would have bawled my eyes out, I hate the feeling of feeling like I hurt someone especially people who I love and owe my life to. I would crumble. Love y’all and I’ll do my best to calm down.

Yagami Yato

Please relax it's alright 💞 we love you, and I'm so happy you're doing better!!!!

Lexaia

I just saw the lens... and if it weren't for this post I wouldn't even known it existed... so thank you Cece! Didn't charge me either 🥰👍

Deniche

Don’t apologize! You are totally fine 👀❤️

S3NPAI

⚙️Look Kiri hugs and tickle attacks ♥️ we are are despite it all💪

切島の小石

You’ll be fine Cece we’re here for you every step of the way

❤️KKBunny❤️

Cece my queen plz relax it is all good!

Olivia Myers

Sweetheart it's perfectly fine, and we're so proud of you for pushing through this. Just don't go overboard and be sure to take care of yourself! Your smile is our first priority, I promise.

ss_Emily_da

I didn’t get charged 👍🏼

So proud of you Cece!!💖💖

queeneli

So sorry for the panic, I went full blown panic attack, I shouldn’t post when panicked, I won’t do that again ;-; sorry everyone

Yagami Yato

No charges here all's good :) take a breath none of us are mad hun.

Jayce Adams

Also didnt get charged

Melissa Immerman

Youll be just fiine relax and have fun!

Melissa Immerman

It’s all good C! I haven’t been charged for anything

Haley

What charge???

Star Light

XD It's all good. Wouldn't have minded even if I had been charged. Adorable vModel! Take it easy and try to relax. <3

Yep Yep

Didn’t get charged anything and still lost but you good CECE ya gotta chill tho ☺️ easier said than done but still

BriJi

What is happening

Kuris Khaos

All good cece nothing has been charged

Moonlight memories

Oh yea no hun nothing was charged youre good

Demongal101

BABE. CALM DOWN no charges here tho❤️

Killuasta

Yea that's to view it, it doesn't charge anyone.

ShazzaSG

Jesus Cece🤣 i have no idea what your talking about but im glqd everything's ok😅

Ness

POV: you don’t know what’s happening but it’s okay cece we don’t mind

YOU NEED A BREATHER. Calm down my dear♡

MerC

No charge here

ReddishMuse

No charge here!! You’re doing great, no worries❤️

eijirosangel

Lol your ok ☺️

o k but the vtuber model is so adorable 🎀

Faye

No charge here that I saw! You're okay!

deadego

I didn’t get charged and even if I did I don’t care I’m getting overtime

Kay OMO-NOMA

I wasn't charged for anything as far as Im aware! Alls well ☺️💖

❤Sweet as Suga☺️

No charge for me either

Jazz

Sorry it was the patreon lens of me sharing my vtubing model, and for some reason it says money of the pledges on the bottom left and I got really scared

Yagami Yato

The Lens thing? It changed us?

Cattbird

I didn't get charged either

Secrets

Nani?? Hmm 🤔 😳😳

master ZQ

???

AnimelodieVA

Charge???

I checked and I have not been charged for anything so I think you’re okay Cece

Tsukki's Pipsqueak

What's happening?

Thayron Sim

Huh????

Nerdykittycat

What charged??

IPinkyI

¿?

X.x what?

Cattbird

I didn’t get charged

Janaeberries

I'm lost too

Shutupandbleed

What’s goin on?

I didn't get a charge. Or at least Patreon never sent me a receipt for it.

SeigePhoenix

I am confused

Liyah Matthew

What happened??

Ennovyart

Wait what I’m so confused lmao

Wait what???

Demongal101


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