Cleaning
Added 2024-08-25 22:05:51 +0000 UTCImma be straightforward with yall. For some reason (over the past few weeks), my depression has been at an all-time high. I'm doing my best work through it, making sure to distract myself with work, whether it be ROH/AEW, wrestling in general, or photoshoots and such. I'm doing my best to not appear flat or disingenuous. I'm trying to clean up my cosplay room that has been a wreck for MONTHS. And I mean MONTHS. This is the corner I got taken care of today. Idk what's wrong with me or what's triggering my depression. (I'm diagnosed as chronic depressive disorder) but this is what doing your best looks like. My husband makes sure I take care of the bare minimum for myself (bless his big ole socks) I jist don't have energy. When I do, I put it forwars to content and wrestling.
Thank you all for your patience and kindness. A lot of us are fighting a battle not many know about. Do your best to be understanding of people's situations or hardships. But most of all, do the same thing for yourself. Take care of you. Be there for you.
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praying for healing 🙏🏾🙏🏾 for your mental health
Darrell Wayne Harlan Jr
2024-08-27 18:10:08 +0000 UTCDon't apologise! I have that big black cloud, too, and sometimes it's just too much. Sending you love from faraway Germany 🖤🔥
Alexandra Velten
2024-08-26 18:56:39 +0000 UTCI feel this on a big level. I just clean enough to not feel overwhelmed. It's tough dealing with mental, work, and life issues. If my house is sanitary I'm good lol.
CC
2024-08-26 02:27:57 +0000 UTCi appreciate you and all you do! it sucks things are rough. bless your hubby! you’re doing what you can. you are enough.
John P Morrison
2024-08-25 23:59:52 +0000 UTCAs a member of the mental illness mafia, you never need to apologize for doing what you do or don't do. I know I'm 'just a fan', but feel free to reach out if you need anything.
Brad Hartman
2024-08-25 23:28:52 +0000 UTCPlease take care of yourself. You need to take time for you and the hubby.
Tim Collins
2024-08-25 22:58:57 +0000 UTCI think one of the hardest parts of dealing with depression is having to mask it and appear outwardly normal. It's a whole lot less lonely when others share their struggles. Thanks for being brave enough to share yours and for continuing to face them head-on.
Jason Millward
2024-08-25 22:38:38 +0000 UTCYou definitely take care of yourself and hopefully you’ll get it cleaned and organized
Adam Mapes
2024-08-25 22:31:55 +0000 UTCJust wanna say; you don't have to apologize to anyone. You deserve to take care of yourself and not worry about perceptions. We all have our demons to fight, and you just happen to be a bad ass demon that can take on any other demon. Just know that you are loved by countless people and everyone wants to see you thrive. Wishing you all the best.
Kevin (the least impressive name)
2024-08-25 22:28:26 +0000 UTCYou are appreciated. Depression is a terrible burden. It's even harder when you carry it in silence. Take your time. You aren't obligated to us 💜
Jeremy Kelley
2024-08-25 22:26:27 +0000 UTCSomething is better than nothing. I 💯 understand that feeling of being overwhelmed and letting things pile up. But you're doing the right thing by owning up to it and pushing forward. It's ok to be messy, just don't give up completely 🧟💚
RedCyclone
2024-08-25 22:21:17 +0000 UTCI also have a big black dog following me around, and believe me, I wish I had the answer. Me, I force myself to listen to music and smoke bales of weed, but the best advice I ever got was to do the checklist: Walk, Talk, Eat, Drink. You can't always get all four, but you can try, and thens what loves you will always help.
Joe White
2024-08-25 22:20:34 +0000 UTCAppreciate ya!
Nick Cain
2024-08-25 22:14:09 +0000 UTCTake it one day at a time and know you have tons of friends that are here for you. We’re all very grateful for all the extra activities you do for us.
Daniel McCarthy
2024-08-25 22:11:23 +0000 UTCAnd take care of your partners when you can, sounds like you got a good husband in this regard. 💓🧟
Jason Siedzik
2024-08-25 22:09:29 +0000 UTCYou are the most amazing person I've ever met (once, come back to New England soon!)
Brian H
2024-08-25 22:08:17 +0000 UTCSo sorry to hear this . Here for you
April Hedlund
2024-08-25 22:07:35 +0000 UTC
