Let's keep going
Added 2022-09-08 19:20:28 +0000 UTCYes, I know my house is a disaster. Having anxiety and depression makes it hard to keep my house organized. Im also packing for a trip (a vacation actually) I haven't had a vacation in a long time and forgot what it's like. So I decided to bring my closet into my living room.
Yes, I know I have acne on my ass, back and shoulders, it is what it is. 🤷♀️ I have tried every body wash, serum, scrub you name it. Yes, I also have razor burn on my bikini line, I have ALSO used every shave cream, oil, razor blade, soap you name it.
SO please don't come for me on these things. I already know.
I'm feeling really good about where my body is headed. I can do things I couldn't before, im stronger, faster and I feel good. It's nice. To have a body that I'm finally proud of has been such a struggle for me to have. Yes I still have my FUPA. I'm pretty sure I'm stuck with it but that's okay, we should normalize normal bodies anyways.
I've noticed new things about my body that I haven't before and it's wild. My clothes sit differently on me now and it's great. I can't wait to put this body to use in the ring more. (I train all the time, but you know what I mean) we've come a long way in just 2 short years. All the pain, hatred and rage I have felt and dealt with makes moments like this worth it. This journey has helped me love myself more than any "self care" journey I've ventured in. My mental health seems to slowly but surely, making its way to being better, and I'm looking forward to the future.
Comments
Dude, I know that anxiety/depression roller coaster too well. Love and strength to you
BDklusterphuk
2022-09-30 19:27:37 +0000 UTCYou’re completely inspiring. Thank you for putting yourself out there so people can see the journey instead of just seeing mass market products. You’re perfect and you definitely make me feel more perfect by existing.
Alex
2022-09-28 02:19:15 +0000 UTCAmen sista!!! You look great no matter what… I applaud you for sticking with it and continue to make yourself better and it shows leaps and bounds…. I absolutely love being on this journey with you to see your changes. It motivates me to keep on going but lord knows I have my struggles more than you know… it sucks! Anyways….. you look GREAT!!! Have a great vacation and keep on moving up and forward…. LETS FUCKING GO!
Mick Krasowski
2022-09-09 10:12:04 +0000 UTCYou're killing it. Enjoy your vacation.
Mega Zan
2022-09-09 07:41:52 +0000 UTCYou look like a million bucks! Your journey has been incredible and inspiring to watch, and I can't wait to see where it takes you in your career. Sooooo eager to watch the Living Dead Girl unleash some hell. 🧟♀️ Until then, enjoy the vacation! Well earned and well deserved! 🤘
Ed
2022-09-09 01:39:54 +0000 UTCPlease, those aren’t flaws, that’s your natural beauty. You’ve come a long way in those 2 years. All the hate, and horrible comments, losers have said to you, and here you are, looking like a super beast. Also, anybody who works out, and swears is gonna have acne on the ass, so it’s all good lol. Have fun and enjoy your vacation.
Daniel McCarthy
2022-09-08 23:59:32 +0000 UTCHonestly i struggle with the same thing. I seem to have 0 motivation to organize and clean things up and its a huge problem that i know is a depression related issue. But occasionally i find that one thing that motivates me enough to do literally anything. You just gotta find that one thing that makes you happier and more motivated than anything else. It could be a person. It could just be someone giving you some sort of piece of mind. But its something i know you can find and i know you can do. I have faith in you , zombie girl 🖤. Good luck. (you look beyond stunning btw !! . Making amazing progress :)) )
Dank Clouds
2022-09-08 23:13:40 +0000 UTCI see no flaws here
Joe White
2022-09-08 22:05:02 +0000 UTCYour progress is awesome and inspiring whether you know it or not. Know that those who rock with you do so regardless of perceived imperfections. As humans we don't need photoshop to be beautiful, we just are. Also, pic 2 is the perfect traditional zombie pose 🧟
RedCyclone
2022-09-08 22:02:48 +0000 UTCboss, anyone who's calling out the flaws is a jerk and missing the bigger picture: you're a badass and a gd smokeshow in *anything* 🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️ fuck the haters! (my poor legs are hell from shaving and bumps so i appreciate the normal body normalization 😆💚) I hope you have a really nice vacation!!!!! stay well 🙂🙂
Daisy
2022-09-08 21:41:44 +0000 UTCI am so proud of you Abadon. I need to get in shape myself so this is genuinely inspiring. Never stop being you ♥️
Jake J
2022-09-08 21:22:59 +0000 UTCYou are such an inspiration ❤️ you should be proud of yourself and how far you’ve come ❤️ well done you
Sam
2022-09-08 21:18:27 +0000 UTCAmazing progress and hope your vacation will be an relaxing time for you.
Adam Mapes
2022-09-08 21:11:07 +0000 UTCI know it doesn't keep hair gone as long as razors, but I got a norelco one blade for body grooming and it has been a game changer for my mega sensitive skin
Jeri Legend
2022-09-08 20:53:12 +0000 UTChaters mean you’re doing something right. let them be jealous. amazing progress and keep at it. it takes courage to put yourself out there. i feel like i’m talking in cliches i’m just being honest though.
JP
2022-09-08 20:38:29 +0000 UTCLooking fantastic. Glad you’re feeling better in your body, that’s all that really matters. As for all the razors you’ve tried, have you ever tried the Norelco OneBlade? Most convenient damn body and naughty bit shaver I’ve ever used, and for me personally razor burn is minimal, though ymmv all bodies react different etc etc.
Shoeshine
2022-09-08 20:38:13 +0000 UTCYou seem more less stressful which is a plus. Everyone is proud of you I know I'm very happy at your progress 🙌🙌
Larr Remarkable
2022-09-08 20:26:51 +0000 UTCEDIT* It's not that I'm worried about them it's things out of my control that are normal. A lot of the time people in messages or comments will talk about those things so im just addressing them and stating yes, I know they are there and it is what it is.
Abadon
2022-09-08 20:22:08 +0000 UTCIf you're worried about those few things, just take a look back at some of the pictures you posted a few months ago and see how far you've come and truly how incredible you look!! Those minor things that you mentioned and are worried about will just drift away as you realize how much you've changed in such a short time!! I'd love to see you get an extended program of some sort instead of the sporadic match against some random enhancement talent so you can show off your skills and prove your doubters wrong! You can't show off or prove anything with one match every 8 weeks or so, but you already know that! Have a blast on your vacation and enjoy your down time, I'm sure you've earned it! Take extra special care of yourself while you're at it, because you're awesome!!
Tony VanderPas
2022-09-08 20:14:39 +0000 UTCAnyone who would judge/criticize the shapes, textures, colors of YOUR body is inherently no one that matters. It's the internet, there's pockets of evil trolls everywhere, but I think I can speak for the majority of genuine fans here when I say we look at these pics and go "goddamn she looks amazing" 🥰. Your inner beauty shines through to the outside too, and every bit of you makes up the awesome human you are. So keep being you while I fan myself over here 🥵🥵🥵🥰😍🧟♀️.
Aj
2022-09-08 19:56:18 +0000 UTC❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
Trenton Schindele
2022-09-08 19:52:16 +0000 UTCI hope you have a great day filled with smiles and laughter, you deserve the world homie
Carlos Littles
2022-09-08 19:45:39 +0000 UTCAll that stuff is nothing to be ashamed of, and if people want to criticize you for them, shame on them. We need to normalize those imperfections cause they're what make us (and you especially) unique. You're amazing and every victory you have is important, no matter how small you think it is. I always enjoy watching you wrestle, and i can't wait to see you back in the ring.
Rob Whaley
2022-09-08 19:29:24 +0000 UTCABADON, stop it. You’re the only gorgeous Zombae we’re here for. Hell, remember that article that came out a couple years ago about “Here’s AEW’s Abadon without makeup” a lot of people were like gooooooood damn! Hot then, inferno now. Keep killing it Dead babe.
Nick At Night
2022-09-08 19:28:41 +0000 UTCKeep up the good work you are amazing and beautiful no matter what. Don't let nonthing discourage you
Bmore1990
2022-09-08 19:27:43 +0000 UTCYou're an inspiration to so many of us, LET'S KEEP GOING!!!
Dojo Casino
2022-09-08 19:27:01 +0000 UTCI personally am just coming out of a 20 year depression, so I understand the struggle. I think I speak for all of us when I say we're proud of you, and you look fantastic. Keep it up!
Wesley Hill
2022-09-08 19:23:31 +0000 UTCI know how hard it can be dealing with mental health. Especially trying to just go forward. Congrats on your victories. Can’t wait til you’re in the ring again! You’re doing great!
Frank X. Salinas
2022-09-08 19:22:30 +0000 UTCyou look perfect, and we're all super proud of you.
Owen Stupka
2022-09-08 19:21:32 +0000 UTC
