Hello All New Patrons
Added 2022-05-18 00:02:13 +0000 UTCHi everyone! Welcome to my Patreon! I hope you enjoy this safe creative space and the extra content I create! This place allows me to still do all my extra artistic needs and allows me to interact with people who genuinely care! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here!
I want to clarify a few things that I've seen pop up that I just want to address.
My house is cluttered. I have severe anxiety and depression. I just last week was diagnosed bipolar so this is a whole new thing I'm having to manage. Sometimes my house gets cluttered because I have a hard time getting the energy or motivation to clean everything up. As someone who always has something creative up their sleeve a lot of my projects get left around because I bounce around from project to project.
I'm also very busy. If I'm not on the road I'm either in the gym or training my ass off or working on my next project for Patreon. I take wrestling and my creative side very seriously. All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy 🤣
Yes, im a big nerd. I love video games, anime, Pokemon the whole works. I collect a lot of figures and pop figures. My recent make up look was based off of Kyo from Dir En Grey and a friend of mine Chinzllyah (you can find her on instagram) no it wasn't based off of Doctor Strange, im honestly not a huge fan of Doctor Strange so yeah 🤷♀️
Anyways just wanted to address that as people are saying things about the state of my home and the questions regarding if it was based off of Doctor Strange and all that stuff.
Thank you for being here and I hope you enjoy the additional content coming to you this week!
Comments
I've been dealing with depression and anxiety my whole life. I used to be a cutter, but that urge has thankfully subsided. Pour all the hurt and exasperation into your art.
Jamie Marino
2022-07-18 00:52:02 +0000 UTCMaybe I'll make a video of the things I collect? Or at least of the Funko pops?
Abadon
2022-05-21 18:18:08 +0000 UTCI didn't know that your current face paint look is based off a character. That's so cool. I'm interested to find out what funkos you collect.
Roddie MacNeil
2022-05-18 15:57:03 +0000 UTCThank you for sharing. You've truly been an inspiration. My partner suffers from bipolar as well and has been dealing with it for a long time. She has good days and bad. I showed her your previous post about the potential Bipolar diagnosis and she was so happy "See, people with mental illness can be just as successful and inspiring as anyone" You've really shown what people can deal with. Thanks for being so open, as someone who loves someone with the same illnesses, I know the strength it takes.
Michael Hawkins
2022-05-18 02:30:18 +0000 UTCI've got that anxiety/depression combo going too. You're doing great!
Dave K
2022-05-18 02:05:10 +0000 UTCThank you for sharing to all of us. My daughter has severe anxiety as of this year.... and as a parent..... I am so lost to help her except that I am there for her, and talk to her and take her to her appointments with her therapist.... and being there for her dance competitions...By no means I am not in the best state of mind myself (struggling too with anxiety and ptsd from my job) but I am getting through. well... my entire life.... so when you open up with this as I read it tonight.... I'm not alone.... music, meditation, trying to workout, and chilling have helped me.... oh yeah and look forward to Halloween helps too!!!!! Sorry..... now I'm talking in circles..... anyways..... thank you for what you do for us fans letting us in your world with you..... you are an amazing wrestler, artist, zombie, and.... you just KICK ASS!!!!! Thank you Abadon!!!! I truly appreciate everything you do! STAY STRONG GURLEY!!!!
Mick Krasowski
2022-05-18 01:42:34 +0000 UTCDefinitely feel that, my house and garage look so cluttered it’s ridiculous. Just remember, some of the greatest minds lived in clutter.
Daniel McCarthy
2022-05-18 01:33:14 +0000 UTCI totally understand the struggle. I suffer from chronic pain, mostly from stomach issues and awful migraines, and I always feel bad about the state that my place is in. I totally we get. We adore you - you got this!
MissFanCulture - Amanda
2022-05-18 00:40:10 +0000 UTCI've been struggling with severe anxiety and depression for years I hate that you're having to deal with it... I have the same issues I've got so many projects going... best I can figure highly creative people seem to have higher rates of depression and anxiety.. I know studies show intelligent people definitely suffer higher rates (I don't qualify for the intelligent part) if you're ever in a dark place, mentally that is, reach out.. I'm a stranger, well strange too lol, sometimes talking to someone not emotionally invested gives a totally different perspective... plus talking to me will make you feel better cause you'll be like DAMN he's got serious issues .. love the gimmick and your work is fantastic 👏👏👏👏
Bryan Patterson
2022-05-18 00:30:33 +0000 UTCWell it took me a long time to accept what's wrong with me mentally, but if I can lead by example, grind and push through hopefully I can help someone or save someone else's life.
Abadon
2022-05-18 00:23:31 +0000 UTC☺️
Abadon
2022-05-18 00:22:51 +0000 UTCI moved from an apartment to a mid sized house and its already full. I haven't even assembled my new tv stand.
Masterojack
2022-05-18 00:16:47 +0000 UTCThank you for sharing that so candidly with us. It's not easy having anxiety and depression.. it's a real motivation killer. However, you're an inspiration.
almightyscorpion
2022-05-18 00:14:22 +0000 UTC❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
Trenton Schindele
2022-05-18 00:12:31 +0000 UTCYooooo I feel that. I've downsized and gone through things but still. What I need is a large house not an apartment haha 😅
Abadon
2022-05-18 00:10:52 +0000 UTCI moved 3 months ago and downsized my stash and its still everywhere. Even at the new place. Like wtf. I haven't even done anything yet
Masterojack
2022-05-18 00:09:45 +0000 UTCOh man...the amount of sketchbooks I have......when I moved I left all of it with my parents because it takes up soooo much space. (Bless them for holding onto my shit)
Abadon
2022-05-18 00:09:28 +0000 UTCUgh my art desk is littered with unfinished sculptures I just stare at sometimes…
Papercraft B
2022-05-18 00:08:30 +0000 UTCLegit the worst! I have SO many projects 😩
Abadon
2022-05-18 00:06:26 +0000 UTCAs a fellow neurodivergent with piles of unfinished projects and half formed ideas scattered everywhere, i feel this n
Masterojack
2022-05-18 00:05:46 +0000 UTC
