erinthul

Kiss of the ice

Added 2021-12-29 17:05:42 +0000 UTC

Winter is here. She toutched my naked skin once again this year. I wanted to visit the place I discovered at the beginning of this year. A place hidden in the thorny bushes. A place that's only accessible in the winter time, when most of the plants has fallen asleep and the stream is covered with a layer of ice thick enough to hold me... This place feels like it's only mine... Like there was no one before me and there will be no one after me. I can watch the whole area being hidden so no one unwanted can spot me.

This day was freezing cold. It was hard to stay naked the whole 10 seconds of taking a photo. It was -10 degrees C but no strong wind. Last time I was here was almost -20 degrees but I feel like this day was much colder. It was probably because the temperature lowered really fast this year and I didn't gave my body a chance to adapt but I've waited for this moment so long that I couldn't waste any more time. I almost lost all of my hope that I'll see the snow this year but here we are :)

I must tell you tho, that this feeling of snow touching your skin after the summer and autumn is amazing. It's almost feel forbidden. I think you should definietly try it if you didn't already. I know that it is dangerous and that's why I think I was drawn to it. I know that in those moments I have to deeply listen to my body. It taught me that I can trust myself and it made me connect to my body even more.

Those moments in nature are only mine and I am really glad that I am able to create being alone. It's the one thing that I won't let anybody to take away from me. It's the only thing that made me who I am now...

Love, Erinthul.