lifejoyart

I want peace

Added 2022-11-17 20:50:20 +0000 UTC

Some of my patrons have asked me how I'm doing now. The last month and a half has been a very difficult period for me. All this situation in connection with the war affects me very depressingly and anxiously. I had to hide from being called up for war due to partial mobilization. So far, fortunately, I have succeeded. Mobilization has been temporarily suspended, but I am almost certain that a second wave will occur in the winter. I don't want to go to war. This is not my war. Although I live in Russia and have the citizenship of this country, I was born in another country (Kazakhstan). I have German roots and most of my close relatives live in Germany. I don’t have the opportunity to leave Russia with my family right now. I hope this nightmare will ever end. My mental state is no longer in the best shape because of all this. I even had to go to a clinic for psychiatric help due to anxiety and panic attacks and am now taking antidepressants. Now I feel better. I want to continue to please you with my creativity and I will try my best. Hope all of you are doing well.