About my health and mental state.
Added 2025-04-12 20:40:33 +0000 UTCHi guys,
Maybe no one will see this, but I wanted to write it anyway—for those who truly support me or care about how I’m doing mentally.
Right now, I’m not having a good time. I went to the doctor for some blood tests to check for any issues, and the results weren’t great. My insulin levels are too high, and I have a fatty liver, which could lead to serious problems as I get older.
I’ve been feeling really down about all of this. I don’t feel like doing anything, and honestly, I’m scared. I really don’t want something bad to happen to me.
I know I need to eat better and start exercising, but I’m terrible at it. I’m lazy, and I feel like a miserable mess most of the time.
Changing the subject a bit, I want to talk about something more personal—my mental health. I was diagnosed with grade 3 depression when I was still a student, and it’s something that has seriously affected my life. I take antidepressants and other medications just to feel somewhat okay. I’m constantly tired, sleepy, and drained. I feel like I’ve tried everything, but it just won’t go away.
I don’t want to take more breaks—I’ve already taken so many, and nothing changes. Most days I don’t even feel like drawing, but even so, I’m doing my best to keep creating content for Patreon and Twitter.
That’s all I wanted to say. I know I suck at writing, but… yeah.
Thanks for reading. Hope you have a nice day.
