The Little Things
Added 2022-07-16 17:17:29 +0000 UTCWritten on Friday, 15th July 2022
Sometimes I feel like I don’t appreciate things enough. Sometimes I feel like I’m not grateful enough with the things that I’ve received from people - my family, friends, people on the internet. Whenever I realize this, I feel disappointed. Disappointed by myself. Why am I like this? Am I really that spoiled?
But then again, there are times when I appreciate things a little bit too much. I would cry for the smallest things. Sometimes I feel like I’m childish for that but it also makes me happy that I’m genuinely appreciating the little things. It actually makes my life happier. Makes me think that living isn’t that bad. Oh no, I’m crying now. Gosh hahaha. I’m honestly blaming my period.
I grew up with people that always think negatively and worry about something that isn’t even there. I would rarely feel grateful, criticize and always never feel enough with everything. I feel sorry for the people that had to deal with me. I was a brat. No, I don’t mean that kind of brat hahaha (I mean I can be that kind of brat but we’re not talking about that now).
I’m a grown woman now. I still have things to learn. I have things to appreciate - the little and big things. I can already see how there are changes in me. Why does this sound so corny? Hahahhaa.
Anyways, these thoughts just went through cause I was in a bad mood and thought writing would make me feel better and it honestly did! I feel happier now.
If you’re reading this, hope this post isn’t too much or corny. I just feel a bit emotional at the moment hahaha. Hope you have a nice day! <3
Much love,
Mary x
