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my dog died. I'm not okay... :( [reverse-reassurance]

Added 2025-08-12 21:54:56 +0000 UTC

I was not planning on posting this one, but I got a feeling like it might be there for the one that needs to cry his heart out right now...

This one was made with soo much sadness in my heart. A fair warning: felka cries like a baaaby in this one. I intend to grieve together with this audio, though I know it is not for everyone. Please comment below your thoughts, this is a place to experience each other's feelings and grief.

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I dream of her, I miss her watch her wag her tail. My heart aches to think of all of the days I have lived without her on Earth with me. How is it fair I go on when she was the sweetest dog on planet Earth? It's just not fair... I hold her in my heart always.

Euthanasia is the right thing to do if they are not going to get better and we are choosing to selfishly keep them alive... it is compassionate to give them rest. I'm writing this with tears in my eyes, and I really hope this can give someone something.

P.S. Thank you to everyone who has sent me kind wishes for my dog's passing. I can't thank you enough, I really am the luckiest girl in the world to have all of you here with me. Thank you, as well, to everyone that has gifted me roses and chocolates through Throne. Nothing can make her passing okay. Seeing her for the last time in such a terrible state was the hardest thing I've had to do. Crying into roses and thinking of her has felt so dramatic. And I am one dramatic woman, alright.

With love,

your felka