Updates and Stuffs

First of, I'm really sorry for the inactivity for this month again it just feels like I've been unmotivated, I keep losing faith more and more everyday and I'm just depressed in overall but who isn't nowadays? It's sad I know but that's reality and when I'm like that I don't like to be active and interact becaus I know everything that will comes out of my mouth is going to be nothing but negativity and so I don't even bother to let people know I won't be active (because I don't expect to be gone for so long tbh and I'm so sorry ywy I don't realize how times passes fast now) but fear not! For I am working nevertheless, I work in the shadow-

I know I'm just repeating the same thing by saying this but I still wanna apologize for whenever I get inactive here because I feel unprofessional andincompetent since I do want to make it (hopefully) my full time job and I wanna offer you what's worth the pledge even If I know most of you are here to support me ; w; but I want to be professional so I'll do my best to become! (even if that's not a good start lol)

But I want you all to know that when you notice I'm not active for a while please do not hesitate to unpledge! I don't want people to keep pledging when you're, yourself struggling with money, while I'm here laying down and whinng like a bitch getting your money I can't accept that! Thank you so much for the support and your patience tho ;w;

More update coming up:

Now I'm not sure if I mentionned it here before but I have issue with my paypal since I've made one, I can't receive payment. No matter what I did it won't fix the issue and its been years (yes I emailed paypal but they claimed nothing was wrong when it does) I gave up on trying to ask for help at some point. So I heard for an alternative way to get money which is payoneer. Despite having a hard time making an account there tho (cuz I didn't understand what a BIC code was) I've managed to get an account there. The problem is, we can't ask for payment directly from payoneer unless I've reached a certain amount of money as you can see below

(or only through partners like patreon or some webstores) AND YET once I reach it I will have to figure out how to request payment (cuz I have no idea if its similar to paypal like if you just require an email adress and poof you send money etc)

To get to the point, Now I found a way to receive money even if its through patreon I thought about making a patreon just for that purpose! >:3c I wanted to make new tiers but I don't want to mix my main projects with my other stuffs and I don't want people to pledge here if they actually just want art from me and not care about my project. Its just weird to me so I'd rather make it seperate so people who likes my projects can support here and people who simply wants to commissions me can go to the other uwu

It's currently under review tho so I won't be able to take commission for now but you can expect that in the future now!
I'll give the link when It's launched!
I'm sorry tho that that's the only way I find to make commission cuz I know some people have issue with pledging on patreon ywy"

Oh! with all of that I almost forgot to mention (cuz I don't think that's relevant but still might be important) I'm gonna move with my mom to a new appart at the end of the year so during that time, I can warn in advance this time, I won't be active because of that.
We're poor lol and been renting an appart that already had furnirtures so when we'll move we won't have anything in our new appart X'D and actually thanks to you all I'm gonna be able to help my mom buy beds for us so we won't have to sleep on the ground at least lol SO THANK YOU SO MUCH NERDS YWY but I'm saying that so you know that even after moving, to get some furnitures back and stuffs I won't be able to be productive either ;w; (it gonna be hard cuz i can't spend a day without drawing hhhhhh)

But that's also why once the new patreon is launched I will focus on commission to save more money and help my mom with getting important stuffs so I can work back on my project! X3c such a busy year BOI

(I know my text post are always messy iazhihze but thank you so much for reading it and its okay if you don't tho because I know its heccing long and idk how to summarize xD)