THE UPLOADING SCHEDULE

Hi loves, 

I hope you all are having a great night. 

I am just now seeing the frustrations regarding the upload schedule. 

I don't know how else to express how I am doing my absolute VERY best here. I put in hours upon hours into this safe space. I dont know how else to communicate I have never been able to provided an exact upload/post schedule. I dont know how else to say how sorry I am for this. I dont know how else to say your feelings are valid, but please dont stay in an uncomfortable space that only triggers you. I will always care about people first and being ethical/good to all of you. I know what its like for $5 to break the bank. I didn't grow up financially stable or financially well off. I watched $5 break the bank over and over. So I try to make your hard hard earned $3 go so far with the content I provide. I try to put out the most hours I can into this safe space. Especially with what's going on in our world. So Im sorry the exact upload dates are frustrating so many of you this badly. I wish I could provide you with an exact schedule. I know that so many of us thrive on structure and strict schedules. That so valid, and I have all the respect in the world for those who crave that. I have been very honest with what I can provide here in our safe space. The structure that you can count on here is my honesty, work ethic, love, and word. I am trying hard everyday to do what my body can tolerate due to my illnesses. If that isn't enough for you/what you need and your hard hard earned money I 100% understand. that is valid, love. I can't provide exact upload dates. Ive been so honest about this. If you cant handle my explanation, and health limits I'm so very sorry. Im trying my best every single day. Ive been apart of this safe space for almost 2 yrs and even through being hospitalized I came through with every video. I will never not come through. if there is an internet delay, I always update y'all because internet is clearly out of my control. 

I love you and im sorry this has been triggering many of you....I dont know what else I can do. Im trying my best here. I'm not upset with anyone who has been feeling like this or just concerned💕 I hope this post shows my validation for your part in this safe space/community and hard hard earned $3. I love you all once again. And I understand where everyone is coming from💜 This space is safe for all!