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J.C. Howard Gay Transformation
J.C. Howard Gay Transformation

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One of us

Jordan, 19, stood in the dock like he owned the place. Black hoodie, one hand stuffed in the pocket of his trackies, the other gripping the edge of the defendant’s stand like he might launch himself over it at any second. Buzzed hair. Split knuckles. That smirk he always wore in court — part swagger, part fuck-you.

It wasn’t his first time here. Probably wouldn’t have been the last.

The clerk rattled off the list of charges.
Assault. Again.
Shoplifting. Again.
Resisting arrest. Again.

Jordan’s solicitor didn’t even try to argue much. “A troubled youth,” she said. “Deserves a final chance before prison swallows him whole.”

The judge — a silver-haired man with tired eyes and a reputation for strange rulings — tapped his pen against the bench. “Mr. Jordan Tyler,” he said, slowly. “You’ve been in and out of this courtroom more times than I care to count.”

Jordan smirked wider. “Guess you missed me, Your Honour.”

A few chuckles. Even the guards cracked faint smiles.

The judge didn’t.

“You don’t belong behind bars,” he said. “Not yet. But you do need to face consequences. Directly. Personally.”

Jordan tilted his head, unsure what that meant. He’d done probation, community service, rehab. This smelled different.

“I’m sentencing you,” the judge continued, “to a term of supervised service with the Greater Manchester Police Department.”

Silence. Then: “Huh?”

“You will report to Sergeant Morgan at the Moss Side station, Monday morning, 8 a.m. sharp. You’ll wear what they give you, follow orders, and work within the precinct for a minimum of six months.”

“Like… a fuckin’ cop?”

“No. Like a civilian support staffer with a record. Cleaning cells, filing reports, shadowing beat officers — whatever they see fit. Think of it as... immersive rehabilitation.”

Jordan stared, mouth slightly open. “That ain’t legal, is it?”

“It is,” the judge replied. “I drafted the pilot programme myself.”

And just like that, the gavel dropped.

Jordan blinked once. Twice.

The guards led him out, and for the first time in a long time, he didn’t resist.

Monday morning. 07:58.
Moss Side Police Station loomed like a prison out of time — grey stone, stained windows, and the smell of stale instant coffee leaking out every time the doors slid open.

Jordan stood outside in his hoodie and joggers, backpack slung low, cigarette tucked behind his ear. He looked like he’d just rolled out of bed — and he had. His expression said he didn’t give a toss, even though his stomach was turning.

A shadow appeared in the glass door.
It opened with a mechanical whirr.

Out stepped Detective Hartford.
Over six feet of muscle in plainclothes, chest like a barrel under a tight-fitting button-down, sleeves rolled just enough to show heavy forearms. Flattop haircut. Moustache like he could cut rope with it. His eyes locked on Jordan — cold, clear, assessing.

"You Tyler?" His voice was gravel, authority soaked in nicotine.

Jordan popped his gum. "Depends who’s askin’, mate."

Hartford stepped close — too close. The kind of close that made other men flinch. Jordan held his ground, just barely.

"I’m Detective Hartford. You’ll be reporting to me. That means you’ll do what I say, when I say it. You’re not a cop, you're not special. You're just on borrowed time."

Jordan sniffed. "Right. So, what, you gonna make me shine boots or mop piss?"

Hartford didn’t blink. “If that’s what’s needed.”

Jordan gave a theatrical sigh and looked around. “This some kinda joke? I'm not wearin’ no pig uniform.”

Hartford leaned in slightly. His voice dropped just enough to feel like a threat.

“This is your last chance, Tyler. You mess this up — you're done. You’re out of options. No juvie, no probation, no youth programme. You’ll go straight to HMP. You think you’re hard? Try spending two years in Strangeways with men who’d eat you alive.”

Jordan held the smirk — just — but the edge of his jaw twitched.

Hartford straightened. “You’ll be issued standard gear, no badge, no weapon. You’ll observe, assist, and keep your damn mouth shut unless spoken to. You make it six months without causing shit, you walk. Clean slate.”

He turned and walked toward the doors. Jordan hesitated, then followed.

As the doors slid shut behind them, Jordan muttered under his breath,
“Great. Babysat by RoboDad.”

Hartford turned without stopping.
“I’ve got ears, Tyler.”

Jordan rolled his eyes. “Lucky me.”

It hadn’t even been an hour.

Jordan leaned against the brick wall behind the station, hoodie up, cigarette dangling from his lips, scrolling through his phone like he hadn’t just been court-ordered into a police station. He knew it was dumb — so dumb — but he needed the nicotine like air, and if he had to sit another minute filing incident reports or whatever, he was going to lose it.

Click.

The sound of a heavy door opening behind him.
Then — boots. Slow. Measured. Coming closer.

Jordan didn’t even turn.

“Relax, I’m on my break,” he muttered.

“I didn’t give you one.”

Jordan’s spine stiffened.
Detective Hartford stood just a metre behind, arms crossed, jaw tight. His voice wasn’t raised — it didn’t have to be.

Jordan turned slowly, trying to play it cool. “It’s just a cig, mate. Not robbing a corner shop, yeah?”

Hartford stepped forward, eyes like concrete. “You think this is a game, Tyler?”

Jordan exhaled smoke. “You said observe and assist. Didn’t say I couldn’t breathe fresh air once in a while.”

Hartford snatched the cigarette from Jordan’s lips and dropped it, grinding it under his boot.

“You’ve had your orientation. Now it’s time for the real programme.”

Jordan raised a brow. “Oh yeah? What’s that, boot camp? You gonna yell at me in a gym for two hours?”

Hartford’s moustache twitched. A half-smile, dangerous and controlled.

“No. You’re coming with me.”

He turned and walked toward the back lot, leaving Jordan standing there. Something in his gut told him this was bad. Worse than filing paperwork. Worse than lectures.

Jordan jogged to catch up. “Where we goin’?”

Hartford opened a door to a separate annex of the station.
Bare walls. Concrete floor. Punching bags. Mats. A weight rack.
A locked cabinet in the corner. This wasn’t for show. This was personal.

“You wanna act tough?” Hartford said, locking the door behind them. “Let’s see how tough you are when you can’t run your mouth or light up every five minutes.”

Jordan frowned. “What is this?”

Hartford cracked his knuckles. “Hard reset.”

They drove in silence.

Jordan kept throwing glances at the dashboard, the street, then at Hartford — like maybe the detective would let slip where they were heading. But the older man didn’t say a word. His jaw clenched like a vice, eyes forward, every movement calculated. Military type, no doubt.

They pulled up in front of an old-fashioned barbershop — the kind with fogged windows and a spinning red-and-white pole out front. Faint buzzing inside, clippers humming. It smelled like aftershave and old leather even from outside.

Jordan squinted. “What is this, a field trip? You need a trim, officer?”

Hartford killed the engine and turned toward him. His voice was quiet. Controlled.

“You’re going in there.”

Jordan laughed. “Nah. You got me mixed up. I’m not lettin’ some geezer shave me like a poodle. This ain’t the army.”

Hartford didn’t move. “This is part of your placement.”

Jordan rolled his eyes. “What, you want me lookin’ all preppy now? Like one of your bootlickin' cadets?”

Hartford leaned in slightly, voice now deadly calm. “No. I want you looking like someone who understands he’s been given a final fucking chance before prison.”

Jordan paused. His smirk faltered.

Hartford got out of the car. Walked around. Opened the passenger door.

“You’ve got two choices, Tyler. You walk into that shop and sit your punk ass down quietly — or I call the judge and tell him you refused to comply. And next stop is jail. No more chances. No more field trips. No more me.”

Jordan looked up at him. Hartford’s expression was pure steel. No bluff.

Jordan huffed. “Man, this is mental...”

Hartford’s voice dropped, barely a whisper, firm as stone:
“Inside. Now. You little fruit.”

Jordan swallowed hard, got out of the car, and walked into the barbershop.

The bell jingled above him. The clippers buzzed louder.
And for the first time since this whole thing started — Jordan looked scared.

The light buzzed above, humming like it knew what was coming.

Jordan sat locked in the chair, stiff as stone, fists gripping the rests so hard his knuckles went pale. Every nerve in him was alive, every instinct screaming that something was off — way off.

Hartford stood by the door, arms folded, an odd glint behind his usual sternness. Not gloating. Just… knowing.

Jordan scowled up at him. “You seriously think this is gonna fix me? Bit of hair gel and a fookin’ fade?”

Hartford didn’t answer.

Then came the click of the door.

It opened slowly.

And in stepped the man.

Tall. Thickly built. Boots heavy on the concrete floor.
He wore a wrestler-style black mask, tight against his head, mouth and eye holes cut clean and perfect. But more unnerving than that — he wore a white barber’s tunic, crisp and blinding under the harsh ceiling light.

Not a speck of dirt on it.

The sleeves stretched around his thick biceps. The buttons gleamed.

Jordan blinked. “You havin’ a laugh?”

The man said nothing.

No greeting. No smile.

Just a slow, silent movement to the far table, where he began to lay out tools: electric clippers, scissors, razors. Each item placed with ritualistic care.

Jordan’s breath quickened.

Hartford stepped toward the door, voice low.

“I’ll leave you in capable hands.”

Jordan jolted forward in the chair. “Wait — you’re just gonna leave me here with him?”

Hartford looked over his shoulder, and for the first time, his smile was full.

“Enjoy your appointment.”

Click.

The door closed.

Jordan was alone.

With the masked man in the white tunic.

And something deep in his gut twisted hard.

The silence in the back room thickened like wet concrete.

Jordan shifted uncomfortably under the barber cape. It was heavy. Tight at the neck. The fabric smelled clean, but unfamiliar — like bleach and cold air.

The masked man moved slowly at the workstation. No sound except the faint clink of metal tools and the low hum of electricity somewhere in the wall.

Then Jordan noticed it.

In the man’s gloved hand — a strange device, smooth and matte white. Shaped almost like a barcode scanner, but sleeker. Futuristic. It had a curved top with a small panel on the side and two prong-like ends at the front.

It looked eerily familiar.

Jordan squinted. “That’s one o’ them IPL things, innit? My mum had one in the bathroom. For… like… zappin’ leg hair and shit.”

The man didn’t answer.

He turned, stepped behind the chair.

“Oi,” Jordan said, suddenly uneasy. “Mate, you deaf or just weird? What the fuck is that?”

Still nothing.

Jordan’s mouth dried. His shoulders tensed under the cape. “Listen, if this is some shock therapy bollocks, I’m not signed up for—”

Click.

A soft electronic whine.

The masked man pressed the device gently against Jordan’s left temple.

“Oi, don’t—!”

FLASH.

White light exploded in Jordan’s skull.

Not pain.
Not heat.
Just nothing.

For a second, he didn’t even know what his name was.

Then:
Darkness.

Jordan gasped.

Not like waking up from sleep — more like being dragged from the bottom of a deep pool. His lungs snapped open. His eyes flew wide. Every muscle in his body screamed awake.

But it wasn’t his body.

He sat upright, stiff, like something had rebooted him. His arms were massive — thick, veined, and gloved in dark blue sleeves. His chest was heavy with muscle, compressed under a tight police uniform shirt, the badge on it reading “Tyler”.

His jaw was square. Foreign.

He stumbled up from the barber chair and staggered forward.

Something felt wrong with his balance — heavier, wider. His legs were like tree trunks in fitted trousers. His boots clunked hard on the concrete floor.

He reached up — felt skin.
A moustache.

Thick. Groomed.

His hand jerked higher.

His hair was stiff. Flat. Cropped brutally short into a flattop.

“No... no no no—” The voice that came out was deep. Not Jordan’s. Not even close. It echoed in his throat like it belonged to a 40-year-old SWAT instructor.

He turned to the far wall. A mirror. One he hadn’t noticed before.

And there he saw it:

A man. A brick of a man.
Square-jawed. Thick-necked. Wearing a full regulation police uniform, utility belt and all. Broad shoulders. Strong. Intimidating. A moustache sitting on a face that looked like it hadn’t smiled in a decade.

And in the glass…

That man blinked.

So did Jordan.

“No,” he whispered. “What the fuck have they done to me?”

The reflection stared back.

He was the cop.

And for the first time in years — Jordan wasn’t cocky.
He was terrified.

The air outside hit him like a slap — cold, sharp, real.

Jordan stood on the pavement beside a black-and-yellow squad car, breathing hard, uniform stretched tight across his chest. Everything felt wrong. Too loud. Too solid. Too grown.

His boots felt bolted to the concrete. The radio on his shoulder crackled quietly. People walked past, barely glancing at him — just another cop in the city.

But he was not a cop.

He was Jordan. Nineteen. Smart-mouthed, street-raised, notched-up with priors.
Except… the body didn’t care.

He turned in a tight circle, fists clenched. His movements were different. Weighted. Controlled.

“This ain’t right,” he muttered. “This ain’t right, man…”

His voice — that deep, gravelly growl — made it all worse. It didn’t sound like panic. It sounded like command.

But inside, Jordan was screaming.

A strange pressure started to build in his chest. Not pain. Not panic. Something else. A kind of itch, deep under his skin. Like his body wanted something. Needed something. But his brain couldn’t name it.

He looked down at the cruiser.

His hand reached for the door handle.

No.

He pulled it back.

Then his eyes fell on a half-crushed energy drink in the gutter. Cheap, fluorescent, sugar-loaded. Normally he’d sneer at that shite. Now?

His stomach growled.

He wiped his mouth with the back of his sleeve. Sweating? He hadn’t even noticed.

“Fuck…”

His fists clenched again. He didn’t know if he was gonna punch something or cry.

Everything in him was wrong.
Everything outside him — the uniform, the badge, the fucking moustache — was pretending it was normal.

Was he angry?
Yes.
Confused?
Beyond.

But more than anything else… he was changing.

And he didn’t know how to stop it.

The diner smelled like grease, burnt coffee, and powdered sugar.

Hartford slid into the booth like he owned the place. Jordan followed, stiff in his uniform, shoulders still braced like he was about to be cuffed. The craving buzzed in his skull like static. Every instinct screamed at him to move. To do something.

“You need sugar,” Hartford said calmly, already biting into his donut.

“I ain’t hungry,” Jordan muttered.

“Eat,” Hartford ordered. “It helps.”

Jordan stared at the plate between them. Round, golden, still warm. He picked it up with two fingers like it might explode — then bit.

His jaw slowed. Chewed.

The sugar hit his tongue. The fat. The crunch.

And just like that— the buzz stopped.

The craving melted into a calm thrum beneath his skin. His chest loosened. His mouth... opened.

“Mm—good batch,” he said, voice slower. “Real fresh. Almost thought I was gonna 10-7, no lie.”

He blinked. “The fuck did I just say?”

Hartford grinned. “Cop talk. It comes natural now.”

Jordan took another bite. “Ten-seven,” he muttered. “Off-duty... damn. That’s wild.”

“You’ll be spouting code like a vet by sundown. Don’t fight it.”

Jordan leaned back. He noticed how his boots squeaked. How his belt sat just right on his hips. How the badge weight felt... correct.

“Still can’t believe this shit,” he said, licking sugar off his thumb. “I was in court two days ago. Now I’m wearin’ blues, callin’ in codes, slammin’ donuts in a fuggin' diner.”

Hartford sipped his coffee. “And you’re not even mad anymore.”

Jordan didn’t answer.

He wasn’t.

Not really.

Not now.

He reached for another donut. “You gonna finish that, Sarge?”

Hartford chuckled. “You’re gonna be just fine, rookie.”

A year had passed.

The punishment was long over. The judge had signed off the file. The program closed. Case dismissed.

But Jordan never left.

Not the uniform.
Not the badge.
Not... Hartford.

They weren’t just on patrol together anymore. They shared a home now. A life. The same cigars, the same high-and-tight flattops, the same thick boots lined up at the door. Two shadows of authority, walking side by side. Talking in codes, laughing at perp stories, running morning drills before their shift.

In the neighborhood, people didn’t even remember who Jordan used to be.
He didn’t either.

Now, he was Officer Riggs. NYPD. Beat cop. Clean cut. Muscled like a tank and calm like a wolf. Cigar always tucked in the corner of his mouth.

And Hartford?

Well, they didn’t talk about what they were.

They didn’t need to.

At the end of the day, when the streets went quiet and the flashing blues died out, there was always the sound of two boots climbing the same stairs. Two badges on the same hook. Two uniforms folded on the same chair.

It wasn’t punishment anymore.
It was home.
It was partnership.

The End.

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