Shiva and Shakti (selfies, diary)

Diary. Modern culture is far from the idea of ​​human divinity. Modern culture says that man is an animal. However, this is always an individual choice, the choice of who to be. You can be an animal or a human or a deity. Of course, it's easier to be an animal, for this you just need to take a step back, because this is the previous stage in the development of our consciousness, we have all been embodied as animals. If someone thinks that such a complex mental structure as the human psyche can be born out of nothing, without previous life experience and developments, well, let him continue to think so. Even the ancient Greeks, with their principle of kalokagatia, were much closer to becoming gods than modern society. Eastern cultures have still retained echoes of the development of the divine principle in a man, well, this is understandable, they are more ancient than European cultures. ..... My soul, like my body, is multinational. And that gives me keys to different cultures. Every culture has its own sparkling diamonds. So my soul collects these diamonds and decorates its crown with them. I do the same with all the manifestations and levels available to me. Sexuality, instincts, spirituality, intellectuality, kindness, caring, sociality, morality, romance, my soul takes the brightest diamonds from these levels and adorns my crown with them. My soul is my cosmic nature, it is divine and ancient. One of the main characteristics of my cosmic uniqueness is the synthesis of beauty. My destiny is to become a deity, to become one of the brightest diamonds in this universe, which shines with a unique light. If someone thinks that he was created only to eat and sleep - fine, but to me it is meaningless without the realization of a higher purpose. My soul gave birth to me, to my consciousness, just as a root gives birth to a flower.. ... Today I woke up and this song was spinning in my head .... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oevYQoTujmo   In this song, the singer sings about the girl he loves, but he does not use the words "girl" or "woman", he uses the words "my soul". “I love you, my soul, I want to touch the sky and be with you, I want to merge with the rain and be with you. My soul, wait! My soul, I'm yours! " ... And this morning, singing this song, I understood the essence of my renal neurosis, the essence of the strong tension in the kidney area, from which I suffered for many years and now I am able to see its cause and able to relax this clamp. ... It's all about basis and love. Where do you see your basis and your source? If you see your basis and your source in at least one external element or in the material world (another person, your body, money, friends, work), then you have already betrayed your soul and it will not give you its cosmic power, because with another love you overshadowed what your soul wanted to give you from within you. With your love for something external, you have built an internal wall between your soul and yourself. And here is neurosis at the level of the kidneys, as a betrayal of my soul, as a lack of access to love and care from my soul, a lack of access to my cosmic basis. .... Shiva loves Shakti - in Hinduism this is the basis of the divine being. When Shiva turns to Shakti with all his love, then the divine power of kundalini rises (ambrosia of the ancient Greeks). What is behind the images and symbols of Shiva and Shakti. Shiva is consciousness and Shakti is a soul or a spirit. From there, the image of the androgyne is born in Hinduism. It is Shakti that gives the divine power to Shiva. But all these are just words, which, without additional keys, knowledge, will remain just words.)) For many years I have been researching the nature of neuroses and neurotic diseases, and now, speaking in the language of Hinduism))), I understand that while Shiva (consciousness of the being ) in the process of life builds a bunch of walls between himself and Shakti, and Shakti (a soul), who is ready to give him all her love, simply cannot do this, because well, it is impossible to give love to someone who has fenced off about you and chose not to love you , essentially betrayed you.))) But these are not all the keys.))