Thirst (selfies and diary)
Added 2021-04-03 19:28:25 +0000 UTC1. I want a cowboy outfit like those guys have and I’m gonna learn couple those dance moves too.))) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lx8mmWZxWuQ
2. My mind showed me a few more forms of psychological gluings. Social roles. If you want to play or fulfill any social role, you will never leave the inferno zone, because any social role is a rejection of your own personal freedom. Even if you are the leader or the center of some social group, you will always turn to other members of this social structure. There will always be room for manipulation, demands, expectations, disappointments, etc. I write a new algorithm in my mind. I don’t want to be a professional, teacher, slave, god, angel, standard, perfection, guru, brother, son, I don’t want to be kind (for someone), understanding, polite, adequate (for someone), successful and etc. I choose only one role. I am a happy and healthy being. This role has no social connections. This role preserves my primordial freedom. There are many successful and professional people, but they are not happy or healthy. Of course, I can use the gifts of social systems, but if I am swimming in the ocean, it does not mean that I am a fish, or that I belong to the ocean or that I am part of it, no, no, no. My self-identification will not include social determinants.
