On delays and personal things
Added 2019-12-30 04:34:05 +0000 UTCHey folks.
Felt it important to update you all on the status of everything, myself included.
During this month I've mostly been dealing with a decent dose of depression; which has lead to having a hard time with keeping up enthusiasm for my usual art. Same goes for streaming. Its quite difficult to do without enthusiasm backing one up.
Mixing all of that with guilt over not being able to deliver as I said and expected I would, has also allowed for stress to creep in amongst the sadness, and overwhelm. Its like an ouroboros of sadness and stress.
This month has been a disappointment for me, personally, professionally, to say the least. For that I'm sorry. I wish I did so much more as I know you all deserve more and deserve better. Especially given you've all been nothing but kind and supportive. Don't think I haven't noticed. The only thing I can do at the moment is try and work on myself. Bit by bit, day by day, to feel better and improve gradually. I'm really trying to get to something better daily, but it takes time.
So what about the request stream? Its not going away. But I need to postpone a little longer. Hopefully not for long (if I can do so, I'd like to do it in the month ahead at the latest). I really would rather not do it with little enthusiasm. I want to have fun and be happy while creating some of your ideas; to do otherwise would be unfair and joyless. The same goes for my projects. I'd like to get back to them, especially in a better mindset and in better spirits.
I'll be pausing the patreon for the next month so no one gets charged in the meantime. I owe you plenty of good, happy, fun, creative art. I hope I can get to making it happen much sooner than later.
Thanks for reading and I hope I've not left anyone unhappy. That is and would be the last thing I'd ever want.
- Glassfish
Comments
Hey Glass! I hope that step by step you get to where you want to be, take your time, please remember you have the support of all your fans! Have a happy new year and my best wishes for you!
Billhyahoo
2019-12-30 20:06:53 +0000 UTCTake your time. Feel better!
Hank
2019-12-30 14:52:35 +0000 UTCWe love you Glass. First off, remember, we are here to support YOU. Take care, you are not alone.
Sharkey
2019-12-30 13:16:39 +0000 UTC<3 Do what you need. We are not going anywhere. This time of year can get hectic and emotions can run strong. Personally, I would rather you be better. (HUG)
Dan Alexander
2019-12-30 10:11:57 +0000 UTCWe all deal with depression so we get how hard it could get so relax and make sure to get back into a happy and healthy mindset again. dont worry about us we can wait no problem. Much love to you Glass.
Robin Passchier
2019-12-30 09:27:18 +0000 UTCYou being in a better headspace is so so so much more important than an art stream. Please take care of yourself first and worry about art last. As your fan, I value you and your health over your immediate output. Feel better, don't worry about the rest.
Alec
2019-12-30 05:15:34 +0000 UTCglass much love darlin i am here for you my friend never forget that
corben
2019-12-30 04:53:15 +0000 UTCJust take that time to recover and pull out of that deep depression the most.
Animeplayer
2019-12-30 04:35:24 +0000 UTC
