Prana Machine

I Choose Moose

Added 2024-09-12 22:38:30 +0000 UTC

I had really big plans to get out to a special remote pocket of northern Arizona this week. The plan was all buttoned up. All I need is someone with 4WD to get through like a 30 minutes stretch of road at the very end. Middle of nowhere like the closest gas station is 3 hours away.

It’s just an amazingly special place I haven’t been able to get my body over to yet. I’ve been trying for two years…. It hasn’t happened because i guess it wasn’t meant to happen yet but this finally felt right. I had set up a situation with a friend who runs modeling group tours out of there and was going to essentially get picked up by the side of the road for that 30 minutes stretch in the middle of nowhere. And be set loose to shoot and scrape my body against some specially selected earth for a day. How perfect.

Anyways haha fucking funny instead I had another flare up in mid August and was dead to the world for a month. I am just coming out of it now. Had to cancel everything. Now just excited to meet my basic needs again. I would definitely not be able to be in the merciless heat with the amount that I am already on fire with inflammation and muscle spasm even if I could make my way over the Four Corners with my van.

So yeah it’s how she goes! I either learn to sit with the disappointment or… I do not. I really hope to have another opportunity soon and this time in alignment with not being on fire. 🤝

PS. This is what I took the other day to move some energy around in light of realizing reality. A quickie forest bath. In and out and pacified. The colors are starting to turn. I was peering at some absolutely massive moose tracks in this shot and hoping he wasn’t still around.

More words about stuff and things soon :) Hope you are all enjoying the turn.