“To finding your truth through exploration and then letting it carry you.
To opening your heart without giving yourself away.
May! My Saturn return comes to a close this month alongside my birthday. These are my birthday moths. I already let them break my heart a dozen times and teach me so much. I’m leaning fully into the subtleties/dualities/metaphors and letting them build into big potent moving joy and wonder.
The decidedly rare red spot morph (first image) is my special boy.
Their last and most magnificent form only lasts about a week or 2% of its lifespan in totality. Life truly is about the journey.
It has been fun to get carried away in the synchronicities of these moths emerging into their final forms as I close out my first part of human being life and welcome adulthood(????????)
I did not expect to be in the position that I am finding myself in now struggling with my health and with an ongoing scarcity of comfort and ease, but I don’t think these guys ever knew what they were in for at any point either.”
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I shared some BTS with these moths last week before heading to the mountains :)
A lot of magical synchronicities and dramatic moments have been had with this newfound hobby that I don’t even really remember deciding to acquire. I shot quite a bit with these beautiful teachers so I think I’ll share some of what I’ve experienced alongside that at a later time. In the interim I have potentially a dozen or two tiny baby micro caterpillar mouths to feed 🥹
Benjamin
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