Prana Machine

Mayday

Added 2024-05-03 02:41:41 +0000 UTC

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It’s my birthday on the 11th. I’m turning 30 what the FUCK. I’m not flirty ok I’m flirty and I’m also dirty. Someone egg me in the forest. It’s devastating to be sick and have 10% of normie capacity on a good day!!!!! I’m so proud for finding magic and making art anyways. My ability to create the vibe is part of why I’m still here. I create it for myself through the hard parts which is every single part. No one who is able bodied will ever be able to put their brain around this but thankfully you don’t need to in order to be empathetic and compassionate and to see me for who I am. So thank you to everyone who helps me feel seen in totality. You know who you are and I love you for it. And if you’re viewing my art or visuals of my naked body with your eyes and soul (soul because I’ve actually been slowly draining your actual soul with each Cervical Tier thirst trap sorry), seeing me in totality is all that I ask. If I hadn’t gotten sick I would be working in environmental biology! Doing what I love and saving the planet. I hope to one day revisit this endeavor and put this college degree to use. For now I’ll work on saving myself. And taking notes for my “Fuck You Book.” I was gonna call it Heal Your Own Damn Self but I like HEY FUCK YOU more.

Took some inventory of the past week or two and it turns out it’s mostly just moth stuff. More on that later. I went to a wedding. I died at it but it was a Hot Death. I was drawn by multidisciplinary artist Francyne Alvarez. I love collaborating with international artists who don’t speak much English. It’s almost as if thats one less thing to get in the way. I went outside kind of. I am experimenting with pigments? Yeah those are all pigment inks and nothing else. May also be using my tears as diluent for those just-pigments. Definitely not ever gonna spin my hair into yarn and crochet a thong or anything and bring this all full circle. Anyways I revived Shadow the van AGAIN. I found hawk down. I busted out the baby micro 4/3 camera bc it’s like 1/5 of the weight. I tightened up my therapy shrine for when too many muscles are in spasm or I am possibly desiring a meltdown because if my body is screaming why not join it!