backstreetgirl

Jeez times just flying by. I feel like every time I look a week has passed

Added 2025-02-15 11:19:45 +0000 UTC

Hey guys, I've been hesitant to talk about things because you know how much I hate saying "I cant draw because blah blah". I've been really ashamed of this so its been hard to metaphorically look you all in the eye but I do want you to know why I havnt been putting anything out since Vacation.

I'm not sure if its Jet Lag or if im sick or something but after since getting back I've been feeling incredibly dizzy and tired like all the time, like to a medically weird amount. I might see a doctor but It feels like im getting better, but basically Ive been sleeping about 16 hours a day and I cant focus or stay up, it's bizarre, because, you know me, I sleep like 4 hours a night lol, but now I just cant seem to get enough sleep. I wake up after 8 hours, I nap about 2 hours later, I do chores and cook lunch, nap after, wake up, make dinner, Swear to god im gonna stay up til night to fix my sleeping schedule, end up passing out on the couch at 6 and wake up at 6 AM.

Ive set alarms all over the house and I guess I turn them off in my sleep but it's been crazy x.x I know this has been the lamest excuse ever but I feel so bad, you guys have been on my mind so much and I want to draw so bad but anytime im not moving (Sitting down) I just get dizzy and need to lie down, then pass out.

I'm getting better, though. I've reduced it to 10 hours on a normal sleeping schedule and im trying to make sure things are done the night before so I have time to get to it.

Im really sorry I havnt put out anything this month but I want you to know Im always trying for you and drawing for you guys makes me happier than anything in the world <3 I promise I'll be putting something out this month, though

Thank you for always being with me