The other night I couldn't find comfort in my body. Fascial adhesions feel like I have a full one piece long sleeve bodysuit on, then I take all the fabric limbs and twist them around all my arms and legs so the fabrics isn't straight. Then do the same on my torso. Then jump into a pool. Then get out and just wear that shit all day.
Both dripping with sweat and ice cold. Literally nothing I can do. No energy to take a shower and reset or get some warmth in these bones. Cant even afford to cry about it.
So I set up some vibey lights and vibey music and entered a trance like state for an hour or so where I "shaped it out" and made angles and curves with my limbs while making peace with my body and the inescapable prison that I had once again discovered myself in. And I think it saved me. From bashing my head against a wall just to feel something that was in my control, even if that feeling was more of the same. My art saves me.
Once I felt the fire subside. I felt my own inner fire. My own Prana. No longer drowned out by the raging flames of my ever-wet full body suit........... So I enjoyed moving with the motion of my own energy and feeling a heightened sense of playfulness, lightness, and even sensuality as the hour progressed. The precipice of which I will share with Cervical patrons in a separate post.
xx Prana