Yesterday!
Added 2023-06-30 21:10:49 +0000 UTCI almost didn’t bring my camera when I went to go outside. I’m glad I did.
I’m currently desperately trying to find some energy to give me some purpose so I can feel motivated to do my PT and get off from this rock bottom body state where every moment is spent trying to avoid and distract from feeling. I can’t make any plans or do anything big until I can get there and then keep my head down and really self care for like a solid week or two. Wish me luck!
Unfortunately going outside and existing like this is great for the brain and heart but slowly fucking up my body as I’m really jsut procrastinating on really boring physical therapy that has become less and less rewarding as I feel more and more stuck over time within this physically limited body. Every day I choose life. Someday very soon I will hopefully be able to both choose life and stay inside and do my PT.
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(((Hugs!)))
Douglas S. Pierce Books
2023-07-01 04:28:59 +0000 UTCThat sounds extremely difficult. Hope you get some relief soon ❤️
Jeff Spencer
2023-06-30 21:48:12 +0000 UTC
