Prana Machine

Trios at Owen’s River

Added 2023-05-18 01:59:54 +0000 UTC

The residency has been a lot more busy than was expected! This is my first time really participating in anything of this size since I got sick in 2018. It has been a wonderful gauge as far as seeing how I’m able to function within an environment of able bodied folks. When sick alone it’s easy to wonder if one is just lazy and/or stupid. I promise it’s super easy. I’ve been swimming in this bullshit for a long time. But to really see my energy and my spirit and what I bring to this group, as well as what it takes out of me and how tired and sore I am from mundane tasks, it’s all really validating. I’m so fucking awesome for continuing to exist out in the world and do things that move and inspire me, instead of giving up and laying in bed for the rest of my life. I think that’s the easy route and what a lot of sick people take. I’m really proud of myself for having the perseverance to continue to build a life that suits me. I just need to also check in and say no and keep from overextending and over promising. I’m doing a lot with my 20% capacity, but it’s still only 20%

I have been doing SO much processing and musing the passed few weeks. To much to write down all at once. I’m excited to share my new self with you all.

For now here are a few self portraits I shot with my new dear friends Whitney Masters and Titania ArtModel. At a location that I scouted on my birthday last week. Perhaps I’ll make a post about that too ;)

Find my friends’ instagrams below, as they are not on patreon:

https://instagram.com/titaniaartmodel?igshid=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==

https://instagram.com/whitney.masters?igshid=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==