Thank you guys for being with me on my art journey!

I just wanted to talk to you guys directly and share my feelings.

It's been really incredible having you guys come in and grow with me..

I started drawing almost two years ago and I've had nothing but the most amazing support. I started by just drawing mouths on pomf.tv over and over again gradually moving to more complicated things the more friends I made.

I wanted to do right by them and make something together.

I was never ashamed of my work and I posted them on pixiv since day one and you can even see my progression and it's amazing!

I'm still proud of my old stuff to this day and they mean a lot to me just like you guys mean a lot to me.

I know a lot of "businesses" or artists might say it's fans and customers mean a lot to them but I want you guys to know how much you truely mean to me.

It makes me so happy to have the opportunity to draw for each and every one of you and it makes my heart feel light to see how happy it makes people.

It's just this incredible surreal feeling to have all this. It's a dream come true, a dream I never thought I could have, and also a dream I didnt even know I wanted.

I love this and I love you guys and it's something I never want to lose. For the first time in my life I found something I'm willing to sacrifice everything for just to have a chance of making it work.

I'm writing this off the top of my head so pardon if it's an incoherant mess lol.

But I've battled a lot of demons, and this time of year is especially hard on me. Last year around this time is when I lost my mother and my grandfather (The prior year), I lost my life savings to one trajedy after another, the hurricane knocked out my power for 8 days and I dont handle florida heat well, I had covid, and like 30 other things. I had such a hard time finding meaning and a will to go on. Despite everything though, instead of letting me sink, you guys kept me up and kept me strong. You never stopped being there and never stopped loving and supporting me.

That's something I never had in my life. I always felt so alone, that I had to tackle all my problems by myself.

It's both nice and stressful haha because I feel like I owe you all the world so it's hard to deal with times like these where its hard for me to draw because I just want to give you all more!

I know this is a critical time for me, too. I want to do this for my career and I REALLY need to prove myself as someone who deserves your support going forward.

It's been a little hard on me recently with some problems coming up, but I think I figured out why its harder than normal. This time just reminds me of all the bad times that happened to me. That chain of events happened in September and didnt stop until I broke half my bones in march of 2023. It was rough but I kept pushing.

Despite that, when I go out and that smell of Cinnamon and pumpkin spice in the stores... It just cuts deep. I miss the things I had, I miss my mom, I miss when life was easier.

Anyways, It's been a weird two years, lol, it's been the highest highs of my life and the lowest lows, and we're still here, and we're still strong. Every day i'm learning new ways to grow and to adapt and let me tell you, I wouldnt be here if it wasnt for you guys. Thank you for not just saving my life but giving me a better one.

Haha but sorry for the long weird thing. I Just want you to know I'm happy to have you here. I'm happy, im busy, im depressed, and im hopeful. I'm going to keep going and no matter what I'm going to do my best each and every day, drawing or otherwise.

If there's anything I can do to repay you all just let me know. If you have any comments on me and/or my work or schedule please feel free to comment, both good and bad, I want to be good for you! <3 Love you all.