backstreetgirl

I just wanted to let you all know what's going on and why I've been so slow lately

Added 2023-09-05 12:41:21 +0000 UTC

I've been very vocal lately about my job being so draining, but the rest of this has been a me problem.

I feel so trapped lately by my work, I feel like it just takes all my free time and all the time I want to have to draw. Ive been forcing myself to stay up late, overdosing on caffeine, to try and draw but I've been so exausted it's just not working. And I've been so stressed about going to work I just can't fall asleep because I don't want tomorrow to happen.

So I'm just constantly tired while not sleeping and I feel like I can't get anything done.

I'm really sorry It's taken me so long this month to make a pic.

I've made a decision that I need to quit and give my all to drawing with you guys in a few months, so im making arrangments to use all my insurance the best I can before quitting. Going to do everything I need to do with my teeth and my broken bones and my surgeries, get a few pairs of glasses, and just work real hard to make sure I'm worthy of your subs.

For the first time in months Ive gotten 8 hours of sleep last night but my soul just feels so tired, so I'm going to try to draw and stream today but I wish I could promise that.

I want to draw to make you all happy, money doesnt mean anything to me compared to that, and if, for some reason or another, I can't make you happy by the end of the month just let me know. I promise I'll do my best to make sure you got your money's worth. I love you guys so much. I look forward to what we do together!