今月の更新につきまして / Regarding this month's post

皆様いつも応援、ご支援の程ありがとうございます。おみずです。

今月も更新が大幅に滞ってしまい大変申し訳ございません。はっきり言って今月は支援者の皆様から見限られても仕方がないほど更新状況が最悪でした。

言い訳がましいですがここまで更新ができなかった理由につきまして。先月末から近所の方と土地関係のトラブル(身バレが怖いので詳細は伏せさせていただきます)に一家全員巻き込まれそちら件に大幅な時間を費やしてしまいました。ようやく解決の兆しが見え来月の頭頃には解決しイラストを再開する予定です。また、知り合いが自己破産宣告をし債権調査票が家に届きそれの対応に追われ、今月が親族の一周忌でそれの準備、出席をし挙句に父親から癌が見つかるなど時間そのものが少ない上心身ともに疲弊しきっており今月はほぼまともに絵が描けない状況にありました。

せめて現状報告のひとつでもするべきでしたがこれら全て支援者の皆様からすれば言い訳でしかありません。皆様から貴重なお金を支援してもらっているという立場の自覚が薄れていると言われても仕方がありません。

全く更新しないわけにはいかないのでアンケートを投稿した後絵の方もアップいたしますが仕上げが間に合わずラフ画状態となっています。

私の絵を楽しみにして毎月支援してくださってる皆様、この度は本当に申し訳ございません。

Thank you all for your continued support.

I sincerely apologize for the significant delay in updates this month. Frankly, the update situation this month was so bad that I wouldn't blame my supporters for giving up on me.

I know this sounds like an excuse, but here's why I couldn't update until now. Since the end of last month, my entire family has been caught up in a land-related dispute with a neighbor (I'm withholding details to avoid revealing my identity). This issue consumed a huge amount of my time. We're finally seeing signs of resolution and expect it to be settled around the beginning of next month, at which point I plan to resume drawing. Additionally, an acquaintance declared personal bankruptcy, resulting in a creditor investigation form arriving at my home, which I've been busy handling. This month also marked the first anniversary of a relative's passing, requiring preparations and attendance. To top it all off, my father was diagnosed with cancer. With time itself scarce and both my mind and body utterly exhausted, I was in a state where I could barely draw properly this month.

I should have at least provided some status update, but to all my supporters, these are nothing but excuses. I can't blame anyone for saying I've lost sight of my position as someone receiving your precious financial support.

I absolutely cannot go without any updates, so after posting the survey, I will also upload the artwork. However, I couldn't finish it in time, so it's only a rough sketch.

To everyone who looks forward to my art and supports me every month, I am truly, deeply sorry for this.