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Allan_G

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I've paused billing

I'm embarrassed about the amont of content I've been getting out so I've paused billing.

It's just really hard at the moment... and I'm struggling to actually write (as you've probably noticed.) If I publish 40k words while paused I'll restart the billing next month, otherwise I'll go another month paused.

Sorry everyone. It's just stressing me out too much that I'm delivering enough which makes it harder to write and so on.

Comments

First and foremost glad you are taking moves to take care of yourself. If pausing the billing reduces stress glad you did it. I also think it is very respectful but like others said we are here to support your work. Take care of yourself. We all want a healthy you!

Alex Zeisig

We are here because we enjoy your work and want to support and enable you in your writing. Stress and burnout are good for no one. Hakuna Matata

Nicholas F

I’ve been under intense pressure before, and I don’t think people understand the billing pause is for your peace of mind, not ours. I have been in the exact same place, just take a break and restart after you can consistently get work out at a level you feel comfortable with. Restarting the mental stress of feeling like you’re letting people down if you don’t produce enough (even though the comments make it clear we don’t feel that way) too early won’t help you. Exercise and personal interactions helps clear your mind and refocus. You have plenty of support just take a break

Daniel Yates

Writing's work, and sometimes you simply need a vacation.

Julian

I respect the decision to pause, but don't feel like it is necessary. Confidently speaking for myself and tentatively speaking for others - if we thought the amount of content was wrong to pay for, we'd say so. There are projects where I've knowingly kept my payment going through a lengthy hiatus - this story means a lot, and you give it to the vast majority of people for free. We aren't here because we are buying something, we are here because we are supporting something.

gordianTangle

You’re my favorite author alive right now and I LOVE your work. I don’t mind giving you money every month, whether you produce a ton of work or not. I talk up the end of fate points to everyone I can (without spoilers)to try and get them interested in these types of stories. Please release the rest of the fate points books to Amazon, so I can start sending them out as gifts. Also, if you do a printed signed copy, let me know so I can pre-order (price isn’t an issue here)

Eli Gray

your story is awesome, or i wouldn’t be paying for it in the first place. take a breather if you need.

Laura Pilkington

No worries! Looking forward to your content whenever it comes out, take the time you need

jumbosauce

Yup I was happy paying even with the reduced amount. Anything to help you is good to me.

Pawaidan

Thanks for keeping us updated, it's appreciated. That said, it sounds like you are taking positive steps. I've got no pithy sayings to offer, just best wishes.

A B

I miss your story. I might be biased and a bastard but it what it is. I thank you for your candor and sharing.

Silver Beard

It's fine but don't overstress yourself trying to pump things out. Make a plan and do small goals like this story goes from a to b how am I going to get it there. Another example how can I better show this characters emotions,etc. Writers are more consumers of stories than ordinary readers most of the time, so excercise patience and small goal oriented behavior

Jeremiah Arias

Being billed wasn't going to bother me, but I understand that it can feel like a burden to receive money you don't feel like you deserve. Looking forward to more updates as they come.

Devon P


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