*pic represents current frustration level* 🙃

Firstly, I need to do a quick update about the prints (but feel free to skip to the next paragraph if you pledged below Tier 5)

So somehow my order was crazy messed up. Wrong quantities (most are under), test prints included as part of my order (drawn on), one set was even completely unusable. Out of like ten different images I ordered prints of only one was the correct print and quantity. Obviously I am beyond frustrated, but unfortunately I didn't do this proper inspection till Friday (I hadn't room to lay them out yet, and I just trusted the order was good, since they have a good rep) so obviously with the long weekend I won't be able to hear back till Tuesday, but I'm going to do my best to package what prints I can so they're not delayed anymore and then send anything that's missing when I hopefully get this order error rectified! Shitty situation but that's the best I can do, sigh 

And now onto more personal updates. I'm not sure if I just really knocked myself out from all the crazy shoot stuff last weekend, or if it's the new medication... Or some fun combo, but this week has been absolute shite. Like 5 minutes to hobble to another room, greying out every time I stand up (or just straight up falling down), generally feeling like gravity tripled, bursting into tears over things I should be able to handle, and just a bunch of new pain symptoms/side effects as well. Plus the times I did manage to try and do anything I fucked it up so I honestly didn't even trust myself to do "easy" things (like responding to business emails) during brief breaks in the brain fog so... yea ITS BEEN FUN. And above all I'm so incredibly frustrated with feeling like almost getting caught up or ahead and then it's just another curveball. 

It's hard to catch up when have I to work at an insanely slow pace so as not to cause illness flares, even if I feel up for faster. But even then some flares are random and I'm set back a week for no reason at all! Or sometimes I just have too much work to do in a day and taking the 2-7 day hit is the best option (aka big shoots or cons). But I know that as waste of spacey I feel now if I try and be objective I've still managed to get caught up on a tonne of work, this last month has been my most productive all year and that's a good trend to try to continue 😊

So in my catching up, digital sets and physical rewards take precedence obviously, once I'm caught up on those I'll work on all the BTS vlog footage
I'll do my best to message the direct vlog links to anyone that was tier 3 during that month though so they don't miss out

And all in all yesterday was bad and today was even worse, but that doesn't mean tomorrow will be!
(...Tomorrow me is probably laughing at my optimism hahah) 

And I know I say this like every freaking post but I am SO GRATEFUL FOR YOU GUYS (Urgh especially after those patreon shenanigans earlier this week, you all came through!). I'm getting glimpses of what this can grow to be and I am beyond excited to take that journey with you patreon lovelies  ❤
/cheeseball