Lilibeth

I Hate You

Added 2022-03-31 07:19:40 +0000 UTC

I was playing with some gestures when focusing on Lili destructive forms. When a memory is shattered she loses control, she becomes lost within herself and slowly takes on a form of heartlessness.

Jasper shatters memories he wishes for her not to see, Jasper hides her from the truth and she is left wondering her dream in a daze unaware that Jasper put her in that state. Jasper desperately tries to bring her back yet she hates him, she despises him because within this form she knows the truth. Lili can read right through him.

Jasper eventually calms her down and she turns back to normal unaware of what happened, Jasper doesnt tell her the truth and instead focuses on finding more memories, more doors.

Jasper means well, but his guilt is to heavy to bare, he can't let her know the truth, if he can find a way to calm her when she enters this form then maybe he can get away with it. Jasper wants to build a new relationship one that doesnt make her hate him...because let's be honest....when she's in this form she does know the truth she finds him pathetic.

(hugging sketch on the upper right is from a ref from ipoophere on Pinterest)