It's All a Matter of Perspective
Added 2021-11-04 09:40:47 +0000 UTCSometimes I have moments where I stand back from my own perspective and go, 'wow, I sound insane' XD I'm sure everyone has done at least a few things that are questionable (I know I have) But being self aware is the important part. I often think back to my encounters with people and now wonder what a bad image I possibly made because of my mindset at the time.
I often get so caught up with my own perspective that I get hung up on one thing and then often feel I have to atone for my actions later down the line. Maybe with family, or a friend :) it's like when you're furious and you need to cool down before you can make ay rational decisions.
Perspective can be awfully consuming.
I remember when I was leaving for Auckland and I was so wrapped up with the idea that my mum shouldn't know about my life because of how she can get or because of family matters from the past. She can be pretty unreasonable sometimes, but after spending so much time away I'm on much better terms with her now.
I'm not perfect at balancing perception yet, but I think I'm getting better ^_^
