Update 03 -10-22: Sorry for the delays
Added 2022-03-10 02:20:29 +0000 UTCHi guys, sorry for being so silent and for all the delays with patron rewards. If you read the last update the last few weeks were seriously hard for me, I felt defeated and majorly depressed due to all the set backs. I still do, I'm not 100% yet but I am getting there. I promise. It may be hard for me to wake up in the morning sometimes, but I'm still trying to power through and do what I can.
I know you guys are usually understanding and I cannot thank you enough for your love and support. But I still wanna provide you guys with content so I will try my best to finish the rewards as soon as I can. Just in addition to my depression my family has been having me do errands all week and my part-time has been scheduling me all week. Also been very focused on finding a new job, something more consistent and better paying (the age old search). I have a few leads but I'm being careful not to get my hopes up.
But I promise I've also been taking it easy and trying to relax. I've even been working on some overlays for my Twitch streams that will be coming soon (using a temporary computer atm) and I hope to see you there in future. I also made a few changes to the Discord and have plans.
I honestly just hope things improve within the next few weeks because I am tired of my anxiety and depression eating away at me. Tired of every time I try to improve my life and suddenly I get sent back to square one, but I am trying my best to be strong. I am grateful to have you all and I hope I can make it up to all of you.
Even with all this anxiety in my heart, there's always hope and love that everyone gives me that keeps me together. You guys contribute to that and I love you guys.
