Recently, I've been under attack because my work has been stolen and distributed by evil people.
The accumulated pressure from work and life for a long time has led to my physical and mental collapse, and I'm currently undergoing psychotherapy.
My physical and mental state has collapsed, not only am I unable to create new videos, but I have also been suspended from my other 2 regular jobs due to my inability to work properly.
Those evil people who stole and distributed the video used all kinds of reasons to attack me, describing me as being just as evil as they are, using all kinds of self-righteous reasons to rationalize their bad behavior, spoiling my hard-earned work, and destroying me, making me an unemployed patient, their behavior is really very bad and inhumane, and it really hurts me.
I am not a professional module or scene producer, but the modules or scenes I use in my videos are all resources I actually spend money on.
As a creator, I know how hard it is for other creators, I'm horny, I play erotica to make up for my inner emptiness, but I never want to hurt other creators, so I support them with actual sponsorships.
In the past few years, I've been working so hard on my videos that I've turned it into a job, so I haven't taken any breaks or stopped, but this time I just can't take it anymore.
Currently, I'm actively undergoing psychotherapy and medication. The doctor told me that it takes about 4 weeks for the psychotherapy to improve, and he told me to take it easy and not to think or do anything else that is stressful.
So I will stop my video creation for a month, actively do the psychotherapy, and come back here again.
Psychotherapy is a long term battle, it takes half a year to a year to recover completely.
So, even if I come back next month, I will create according to my psychological state, and I won't be updating as often in the future, and the amount of videos I create will also be reduced.
I'll probably do the same in the future, create videos according to my own state and try not to put too much pressure on myself.
This month, please subscribe according to your own financial situation, whether you stay and continue to support me, or choose to leave, I will cherish and thank you!
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最近,由於我創作被惡人偷盜散播,我一直受到攻擊影響
長期累積的工作和生活壓力,導致我最後身心狀態崩潰,目前正在心理治療中
我現在身心狀態崩壞,不但無法創作新視頻,我其他2個正式工作,也因無法正常工作,被公司給暫時停職
那些偷盜散播視頻的惡人,用各種理由來攻擊我,把我形容得跟他們一樣可惡,用各種自以為是的理由,來合理化他們的惡劣行為,糟蹋我辛苦的創作,還毀掉我,讓我變成無業病人,行為真的很惡劣無人性,我真的痛心
我不是專業的模組或場景製作者,但是我視頻中,所使用的模組或場景,都是我實際花錢贊助的資源
我身為創作者,我懂得其他創作者的艱辛,我好色,我玩情色創作,來彌補內心的空虛,但我從來沒想過要去傷害其他創作者,所以我都是以實際贊助支持他們
這幾年,我一直努力創作視頻,甚至已經把創作當成工作,所以我沒有休息和停下腳步過,但是這一次我真的撐不下去了
目前,我正積極接受心理治療和藥物治療,醫生告訴我,心理治療約要4周的時間,才能得到改善,他要我放輕鬆接受治療,不要再去想或做其他有壓力的事
所以我會停止一個月的視頻創作,積極做心理治療,並再次回到這裡
心理治療是長期抗戰,需要半年至1年的治療,才有可能完全康復
所以,下個月即使回來創作,我也會依照心理狀態來創作,未來更新不會再那麼頻繁,視頻創作量也會減少一些
以後大概也是這樣,依照自己的狀態去創作視頻了,盡量不要給自己太大的壓力
這個月,請依照自己的經濟狀況訂閱,不管留下來繼續支持我,或選擇離開,我都會珍惜並感謝您!
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