rtwlingo666

I'm really sorry to the real supporters.

Added 2025-01-12 18:17:17 +0000 UTC

It seems that the F95 forum spreader is not going to let me go.

They've even gone so far as to use disgusting words to beat up my depression.

They even forced me to compromise.

The F95 forum people are happily downloading all my creations.

And they're discussing hurting me as if it's fun.

My passion for creativity has been almost destroyed.

My depression is affecting not only my creative work, but my other official work as well.

Now... I can't see my future, I've lost interest in everything, I can't eat, I can't sleep, and I feel hopeless about everything.

For a person born with a disability, I've had a harder time than the average person. Since I was a child, I've suffered from all kinds of discrimination and humiliation in the real world.

I hide in the virtual world to do some creative work and earn some sponsorships, but I'm still being hurt by this disgusting rubbish. I can't express my pain in words.

I'm so tired of living, so miserable... Why is the world like this?

I wish I could find a way to cure my depression, but right now I feel like I can't do anything, my heart feels like it's dead.

I don't know... What's going to happen in the future... What to do... I'm so confused.

But if it's possible, I'd like to be able to create something new if I'm still in a good state, but I can't keep creating steadily for the time being...I'm sorry.

I'm in so much pain...

對真正的支持者們,真的很抱歉

看來F95論壇散播者,不打算放過我

甚至用噁心的言語,繼續打擊我的憂鬱症

甚至逼迫我必須妥協

F95論壇的人,正在開心的下載我的所有創作

並且把傷害我當作歡樂討論

我的創作熱忱,已經幾乎被摧殘殆盡了

我的憂鬱症,不只影響到創作工作,也影響到其他的正式工作

我現在...每天看不到我的未來,對一切的事物都沒了興趣,吃不下,也睡不好,對一切感到沒有希望

對先天殘疾者來說,我已經過得比一般人辛苦,從小到大,在現實受盡各種歧視和羞辱

躲到虛擬世界玩點創作,賺點贊助費,卻還要被這些噁心的垃圾繼續傷害,我的痛苦,已經無法用言語表達