Goldendawn69

Happy New Year - Good Ridance to 2017!

Added 2017-12-31 11:00:01 +0000 UTC

Well, Happy New Year all, and I hope you have a great start of the year!

All I can say is thank god 2017 is gone, and hopefully this year coming up has some better outcomes to my life. This has been the year from hell, the year where everything seemed to go wrong (and did), and where emotional turmoil was at the highest.

2018 is already looking at being a hard year for me, but mostly now it is focused on how I and my wife deal with my Transgenderism. I know that she can't accept me living full time as a woman, or haven't the "figure" of a woman. But at the same time she doesn't want to give me up. It is so emotionally hard for her, and I have told her that I will stop doing anything and we can try and work something out... But... this is hurting me also, and I feel so down again.

So 2018 will have some big changes I suspect.

I hope that it will come with some great changes also, some changes that finally make me happy.

One of the things I can be thankful for this year is you guys! I never thought I would hit 20 people watching, but having as much as I have now after a few months of work has made me feel that I want to put far more effort into getting more work out for you guys. So that is one of my new year resolutions - so get ongoing series work started better, and also get smaller pieces of work out to you sooner, and more frequent!

The other New Years resolution is that this year 2018 needs to have a "resolution" to my transgender life. Either I figure out a way to not be lost, and depressed, and down about who I am and find happiness as a "man" in society, or... I have to live as a "woman" in society. I hope my wife will come with the journey with me, but I know I can't keep feel so down and depressed that I am not living life as I am inside. So... I think both of these resolutions are the biggest ones for me :)

I hope that you all find good resolutions and have a lovely start of the new year wherever you are located!

Luv and hugs!!