Somehow my perception changed
I felt love
I’ve grown hate
and then
both seemed to disappear
in a cloud of dust
we’re made from it
and you who I felt first
was you who came to me last
that all of what I’ve felt
was just a folly
My eyes were blind
my heart stopped
when you put a knife in my heart
the night started
& the night won’t stop
If I am not the one to stop & cut it
It takes time
but the time is what you’re left with
it takes power
the power to balance your emotional turbulence
& let the sunshine in
Some old close-ups, writings from today