running out of blood to paint with
Added 2021-10-06 20:28:50 +0000 UTCits dropping thinner and colder each day and i struggle to find a reason to continue. i cant continue like i used to. i miss the talent i claimed i didn't have. i miss being able to sit at this desk without shaking and fidgeting endlessly. im worried how much is left for me with you? i keep losing followers and im confused with what to do to continue on especialy since i cant draw with the skill people paid for... i just don't know and i'm scared as hell. i wish there was someone or something to help me but i dont think there is.
