May
Added 2021-05-19 11:30:34 +0000 UTCIt hasn't been a good month. I never thought I'd want to return to florida but here i am. it hasnt been fun at all. ive been trying to find a job and it hasnt gone well. and now im hearing a bunch of random people calling me a liar and a scammer for all this shit. i dont care at this point im exhausted. people who know me know that what is going on is serious. it isnt an act and if you think its an act i legit think youre a witch hunter that just wants to raise hell to raise hell. ive been homeless in LA for 2 weeks. i was fine with my phone for a bit while i was trying to scout and find a job and learn the city and see how i would travel if i did get a job here and thats when i lost my phone. no one wanted to help me. and for good reason. i keep crying wolf over again and again and again. i completely understand those who are exhausted by me. but i dont owe anything to shit talkers. I just want time to rest. ill work on a art when ive ate a good meal from a loving mother and sleep in an actual bed not the floors in LA. im just happy braydon is coming to florida with me. his family is really scary. he destroyed his life to save mine so im gonna do the same for him. his parents kept threatening him with throwing him out for everything he did and i was the only one that just asked "what do you wanna do today?" he isnt my boyfriend but he's a good friend im proud ive met. and its all thanks to every penny and every dollar you guys have given me. wether it be a commission or a few bucks. ive never been so grateful to be indoors. ive never been so grateful to be able to food in my mouth. clean water. a warm bath. i hear some guy on twitter thinking im making all this shit up. fuck off dude, legit get your own life. thats basically the jist of it for those who actually give a shit not fucking word of mouth from some guy who thinks its cool to say "oh him? HAH i dont believe him! i stopped beleiving him a looong time ago" twitter sucks lol. anyway thank you for reading. have a wonderful day. hopefully the next thing i post is fresh art, not art from years ago.
-bruce
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I’m with Brizna. I’ve been wanting to donate as well. ;w; I hope everything settles down over time. I know how life can be. I’ve been there. :/ Not the best times. If you ever set something up, let us know! Keep staying strong and keep taking care of yourself! ❤️
2021-05-19 17:15:38 +0000 UTCHey dude, where can I donate you money? I hope that everything works out, I’ve only recently discovered you and your art. But listening to everything that’s going on, you are very strong. And I’m so proud of you that you keep going. Right now I’m going through a horrible drug induced dysphoria from some bad decisions I made a few days ago. It’s made everything worse and I’m barely hanging on with all my anxiety and sadness. Once this withdrawal ends I know it’ll be better but still, I hurt a lot. I feel that pain even in the comfort of a nice home with a loving family. You are an inspiration, and things will get better. I’ll donate some money, and I hope to see your situation improve.
BriznaBurr
2021-05-19 11:43:50 +0000 UTC
