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Added 2020-08-29 23:08:00 +0000 UTCi fucking hate that i cant draw for experience anymore. all i worry about is if itll pull in new followers and if it gets alot of likes and retweets. i wish i could unwire my brain to think like that but i think im just fucked. even when i try to draw for myself its stressful as shit and worrisome about the perception of it instead of wanting to be the best i can be. this fucking sucks. i miss not caring about it but now the ones that pull in the most people are the very simple sexual situational doodles. and it feels legit braindead to try and make anything wtih substance cause it does so awfully. tried so many different ways to do this piece but none of which i felt confident with even finishing so i settled for this one (the first one and the one posted on twitter).
